Haven't read lovecraft but I've been on a Eldritch Abomination kick lately after playing Earthbound.
I keep thinking about the Ants in my yard. To them, I am an eldritch abomination. I'm all powerful. My strength is immeasurable. But I don't give a second thought to their lives or existence until they start to annoy me, at which point... can of raid.
I suppose you gotta look at it from the right mindset. If you were ever the type of person that ever struggled with meaning or purpose to life, the idea that were not the center of the universe is kinda mindblowing and powerful.
Scary isn't the right word... It's... Fantastic and Amazing and Horrible and Scary. And the indifference is just the acceptance of how cruel everything is. Think about that the can of raid, how fucking banal is it that we kill sometimes whole colonies of a LIVING ORGANISM because it annoys it.
Sure it's just an ant, which it is. But we also know life itself in our universe is so astronomically rare. Yet we don't care.
And I'm not saying we should care, but can you imagine if our entire universe was wiped out by some other dimensional being because it was in his way? Or spoiling his carpet? Think of your loved ones, the people you care about, all those little things we think matter so much... Nope, gone. With not even a shrug.
Things get even worse when you start to consider the many worlds theory, that if we have free will our lives are still pointless because in another world we made a different choice. And the alternative is, there is no Free Will...
Like I said, it's not scary but it is certainly... Well eye opening, festering as someone said.
I keep thinking about the Ants in my yard. To them, I am an eldritch abomination. I'm all powerful. My strength is immeasurable. But I don't give a second thought to their lives or existence until they start to annoy me, at which point... can of raid.
I suppose you gotta look at it from the right mindset. If you were ever the type of person that ever struggled with meaning or purpose to life, the idea that were not the center of the universe is kinda mindblowing and powerful.
Scary isn't the right word... It's... Fantastic and Amazing and Horrible and Scary. And the indifference is just the acceptance of how cruel everything is. Think about that the can of raid, how fucking banal is it that we kill sometimes whole colonies of a LIVING ORGANISM because it annoys it.
Sure it's just an ant, which it is. But we also know life itself in our universe is so astronomically rare. Yet we don't care.
And I'm not saying we should care, but can you imagine if our entire universe was wiped out by some other dimensional being because it was in his way? Or spoiling his carpet? Think of your loved ones, the people you care about, all those little things we think matter so much... Nope, gone. With not even a shrug.
Things get even worse when you start to consider the many worlds theory, that if we have free will our lives are still pointless because in another world we made a different choice. And the alternative is, there is no Free Will...
Like I said, it's not scary but it is certainly... Well eye opening, festering as someone said.