Yeah so I have a bit of a situation that I really want to just deal with so I can just move on with life without fear of being thought as a lunatic.
There is this girl at school that I have a feeling really does not like me. I mean, I think that she thinks that I'm a total fucking idiot but I'm not sure. She is one of the, oh how shall I say it? Normal people. Not to mention she is surrounded by other girls that I think think I'm an complete fucking idiot.It is really fucking weird, mainly because there seems to be this aura she emits that makes me feel retarded and just afraid to see if she disdains my very presence or not. I'll admit I've got a bit of a crush on her but that's because she's the kind of girl that thinks logically and can keep their head on straight but at the same time can joke with friends and whatnot. Because of this paranoia I couldn't help but feel as if I can only communicate with her through unspoken words. Then I realized that I could in fact communicate with her without having to deal with all those friends of hers. I know where her locker is. Also I might add that our lockers all have slits in them for ventilation of whatever items they may contain. But I have reasoned that I could type a message on mic word, put in an envelope and slip it in there while shes not looking ( a study hall of mine some other class of hers). In this way I could communicate anonymously by asking simple questions in the letters and seeing if she were in fact to write back.And yes, of course I would set up a designated place for her replies that I could pick up within a month at any random time as not to be detected.
so does this idea make me a creeper? or just paranoid? or both? or just a dumbass?
There is this girl at school that I have a feeling really does not like me. I mean, I think that she thinks that I'm a total fucking idiot but I'm not sure. She is one of the, oh how shall I say it? Normal people. Not to mention she is surrounded by other girls that I think think I'm an complete fucking idiot.It is really fucking weird, mainly because there seems to be this aura she emits that makes me feel retarded and just afraid to see if she disdains my very presence or not. I'll admit I've got a bit of a crush on her but that's because she's the kind of girl that thinks logically and can keep their head on straight but at the same time can joke with friends and whatnot. Because of this paranoia I couldn't help but feel as if I can only communicate with her through unspoken words. Then I realized that I could in fact communicate with her without having to deal with all those friends of hers. I know where her locker is. Also I might add that our lockers all have slits in them for ventilation of whatever items they may contain. But I have reasoned that I could type a message on mic word, put in an envelope and slip it in there while shes not looking ( a study hall of mine some other class of hers). In this way I could communicate anonymously by asking simple questions in the letters and seeing if she were in fact to write back.And yes, of course I would set up a designated place for her replies that I could pick up within a month at any random time as not to be detected.
so does this idea make me a creeper? or just paranoid? or both? or just a dumbass?
