Poll: Have you ever thought about commiting suicdie?

[Blueruler182]

I've heard on good authority that it's painless. But I decided to join the dark side instead.

I used to have depression but I felt incredibly guilty whenever I thought of killing myself. The best way to get through it is to groin it out. That sounds cruel but it's really the only thing you can do. Shit passes.

Well, there's also the therapy option. Worked for me, but you've got to have an open mind about it.

 

[TheYellowCellPhone]

I've had thoughts about, not the whole "Oh I'm depressed I want to kill myself" thought, it was a What If scenario, and I realized what it would ultimately lead to, and that being a clusterfuck of sadness.

 

[Marter]

Yes, I have often thought about it. I realized I can do things in my life to help others though, and that's really what is keeping me here.

If you need anyone to talk with, send me a message. Sometimes, talking can be a good thing, and can help you feel better.

I hope things improve for you.

I gotta say, whenever anyone comes on here with a problem you're ready to talk them through it.
1. I didn't use to look at pincer and think of mr.Compassion pokemon, but now I do.
2. Does anyone ever take you up on your offer? (no need for specifics of course)

1. I'm glad that you are looking at me in a positive light.
2. One person so far. I understand though. Many have difficulties talking to complete strangers about their problems. I don't feel that, as I feel that a complete stranger is often the right person to talk to. No emotional attachments, and no real possibility for negativity. It's almost always guaranteed to improve your life in some facet. That's why I keep offering.

Also, it's spelled "Pinsir". Just FYI.

 

[JohnnySex]

Suicide isn't worth it. I considered it many times and even tried it twice, then I came to the conclusion that nothing is important enough to kill yourself over. People suck, things are tough, but so what?

 

[NIHILHATE]

I very nearly did, but my mum found me and gave me my first spliff. Weed saved my fucking life. Three years on and my life's awesome, and I owe it all to my mum and that crazy plant. Anyone who's suicidal and doesn't already smoke it, give it a go, it can show you how beautiful life really is.

 

[Spaghetti]

Once, a little over a year ago I had hit a serious low. While I didn't actuall try anything, I did consider what the best way of killing myself might be.

Thankfully, I made one last desperate grab to make people realise what I was going through by writting a note that might have been interpreted as a suicide note. I didn't intend for it to actually be a suicide note, but it was just enough of a cry for help that I didn't reach the point of tyring killing myself.

Anyway, one year on and things have greatly improved. I'm somtimes left wondering how I got so close though, but I don't think about it for long.

 

[Icecoldcynic]

I used to think of this stuff a lot of the time. My dad died when I was 15 which depressed me greatly, and I couldn't help thinking darker thoughts for a while. I got over it though, with the support of a friend who was there for me all the time and helped me out. Depression sucks ass but it's never permanent. There was one movie I watched recently with the quote "Suicide is a permanent solution for temporary problems", which I think is a good thing to keep in mind.

 

[neoontime]

I've considered it and I'm mad about myself because of it.

For me, trying to kill yourself intentionally is like saying that your problems are so bad and that your problems surpass every living person. Seriosly, you don't think about the shit other people went through to live. I think of it as just the pussy way to get out of life. I mean your trying to throw away something somethings don't ever get, and I think that's just bullshit! Anyone who does for that moment, I feel that they think that they themselves are too good to use their precious life for something good or to help anyone else out.

Sorry if I'm a little rough, that is just how I feel.

 

[joshthor]

yes. i have a plan. however, its when im 90 years old (at that point im pretty sure i would just wanna get it over with in the most awesome way possible) here is the plan:

1. i rob a bank
2. find a super hot chick and use her as a hostage
3. hijack a police car
4. high speed chase to the airport
5. hijack a plane (preferably a huge one)
6. let hot chick off after passionately making out with her for a few seconds
7. fly plane
8. calculate the perfect path to launch my plane into a mcdonalds
9. hop out of plane with no parachute
10. splat on the ground as my plane obliterates a mcdonalds
11. if my some rare chance i survive the several hundred foot fall, i would crawl to the nearest person and try to gnaw their leg off.

things i need to do for this plan:
1. stay in good shape till i am 90 years old
2. make sure a super hot chick is in the bank
3. get ahold of dual p90s
4. practice with my dual p90s
5. learn how to fly a large plane
6. tame my sex appeal so the hot chick wont demand to die in my arms
7. get better at calculus so i can calculate correctly (i REALLY wanna take out a mcdonalds)
8. make sure i have teeth.

 

[Disaster Button]

Yes I often think about it. How I would do it, what would stop me and things like that.

I tried a few months ago, overdosed on pills but then realised the pills I'd taken weren't lethal and told my mother and then spent the night in hopsital with all kinds of wonderful things like blood tests and awkward conversations.

 

[lukeyboy270]

once i came dangourasly close to bringing a knife to my chest but i thought even tho my life seems REALLY SUCKY right now there will most likey be a upside at some point i keep dipping in and out of mass depression and hell im only 14 guess thats whats mood swings are :/
but OP dont kill yourself nothing good will come from it just listen to the end of the song the 10th guy replyed with there are alot of things in this world many great many bad but no matter what you have to tough it out and experience the many joys of life

 

[Zetsubou]

I've thought about it, long and hard. Eventually I decided I didn't want to do it, and went in to get help If you ever want anyone to talk to, you can PM me or one of the other people who offered on the thread.

 

[Levitas1234]

Yes and I wouldn't doubt suicide being the cause of my death at some point in time.

 

[micky]

I'd think there's something a little off about you if you didn't at some point.

Anyway. Yeah, quite regularly. Hormones, what can I say? There's 200 units of insulin in my fridge, but I'm just never sure if that's enough to kill me.

Though I guess that's more of an excuse than a real obstacle.

your avatar is incredible very super scary. OT no, not really i have thought what it would be like if i died.

 

[DazZ.]

Thought about it loads, never actually thinking about hey lets do it, more if I was going to how would I.

I'm thinking swim out to sea and just float there thinking, I'd most likely back out and swim back and if not I hear drowning isn't that shabby.

If I was serious though I'd likely get a gun, but not shoot myself I'd try and rig it to shoot me more than once as I don't want to be laid there with half my face on the wall, still twitching.

Edit: I have no sympathy for anyone who commits suicide.

 

[ultrachicken]

I contemplated it once, but as you can see I decided against it.

 

[Milo Windby]

I have had the thought fly into my thoughts... and then quickly fly away.
Its nothing I could ever even think of doing.

 

[bobknowsall]

Came close, but (obviously) didn't succeed. I realised that I was wayyy too young to cut my life short, and it was something I'd be unable to reverse. Hence why I didn't fully go through with it.

Wish I'd realised this sooner, because it left a really prominent scar. And I now get asked "Oh, how did you get that scar?". There are very few good excuses, I'll tell you that.

OT: Dude, just don't do it. It might be a cliche, but suicide is not the answer to anything. It's the end, and you're basically ending your life on a miserable, pathetic note. You don't want that.

 

[Irridium]

I've certainly toyed with the idea. I was considering it once, then I asked myself "Why am I doing this? Because of what some douchbag said? Why in the fuck should I care what he or any of his tool friends have to say?"

After that point I realized what an idiot I was being, and decided to go and stand up to that particular bully. Its amazing how most bullies are actually little bitches once you stand up to them.

I've been depressed many times, but never to the point of suicide, apart from that one time mentioned above. I take depression as a challenge, make it a game, and beat it. Thats how I roll.

And always remember, if your at your lowest, if life really can't get any worse for you, then just remember. It can only get better.

Also, appreciate the smaller victories. Larger ones are too few and too far apart, the little ones always end up being more rewarding. At least for me.

Also #2, remember, there is always someone worse off than you. Always.

 

[AmayaOnnaOtaku]

I came close when I was 17. I was date raped at 16 and started to spiral in a deep depression. The doctors tried paxil which they did not know at the time is the WORSE thing to give a teenager with depression. I ended up attempting suicide by overdose. Luckily my mom found me rushed me to the ER and got me help. I look at my life now and see if I had been successful I would have never had my son and even on the worst days he makes life worth living