It's Christmas. What am I doing? I'm getting some of my uni work done. It needs doing at some point and I am doing it now.
What am I not doing? I'm not rocking on my heels at the foot of the christmas tree asking every five minutes if I can open them now maybe just one before dinner please please please?
I never thought that growing up would sneak up on me like this. I always assumed that either it would never happen or that if it did happen I would be aware of it. Growing up seems to be a process of mistakes you vow never to make again and, I don't know, when I was a kid I just assumed that there was more to it than that. It terrifies the crap out of me to think that the people who I looked up to might have been making it up as they go along like I am now.
What am I not doing? I'm not rocking on my heels at the foot of the christmas tree asking every five minutes if I can open them now maybe just one before dinner please please please?
I never thought that growing up would sneak up on me like this. I always assumed that either it would never happen or that if it did happen I would be aware of it. Growing up seems to be a process of mistakes you vow never to make again and, I don't know, when I was a kid I just assumed that there was more to it than that. It terrifies the crap out of me to think that the people who I looked up to might have been making it up as they go along like I am now.