My bed time is in a couple of hours and last night was one of the most messed up nights of my life. I was dreaming about orbiting weightlessly around the church right next to my grandparents house when for no reason I remembered I was dreaming. I regained full consciousness in my fucking dream!!! It was not the first time as it happened once 12 years ago and again 10 years ago but both times I woke up shortly afterwards. This time I stayed asleep got the brilliant idea to start messing around.
Something I read recently states there are officially 4 states of consciousness while lucid dreaming that may or may not all be present at once. While I was aware that I was dreaming, that there was a world beyond it, and that I had specific goals that I would like to attempt while lucid dreaming, I was still under the influence of of the dream itself so whatever control I attempted to influence was like trying to read Shakespeare while drunk. I tried to gain artistic inspiration while in this state but my ability to judge and reason was gone out the window so I ended up fabricating one of the worst nightmares I have ever experienced. Any and all of my attempts were for some reason Disney themed. I ended up with a dimensionally impossible Mickey Mouse vivisecting my head next to my head without physical contact using his lower body which twisted through him and out of his mouth, which I promptly forgot in favour of clouds floating in the field of my grade 4 1/2 classroom. o_o
Each consecutive attempt to control my dream only caused me to lose more of my awareness that I was dreaming and replace it with multidimensional Disney figures that I did not realise were possible for the human brain to visualise. When I woke up, my head was still floating next my head over Latin that way up out not over there. 0_0
So how have your lucid dreams been?
Something I read recently states there are officially 4 states of consciousness while lucid dreaming that may or may not all be present at once. While I was aware that I was dreaming, that there was a world beyond it, and that I had specific goals that I would like to attempt while lucid dreaming, I was still under the influence of of the dream itself so whatever control I attempted to influence was like trying to read Shakespeare while drunk. I tried to gain artistic inspiration while in this state but my ability to judge and reason was gone out the window so I ended up fabricating one of the worst nightmares I have ever experienced. Any and all of my attempts were for some reason Disney themed. I ended up with a dimensionally impossible Mickey Mouse vivisecting my head next to my head without physical contact using his lower body which twisted through him and out of his mouth, which I promptly forgot in favour of clouds floating in the field of my grade 4 1/2 classroom. o_o
Each consecutive attempt to control my dream only caused me to lose more of my awareness that I was dreaming and replace it with multidimensional Disney figures that I did not realise were possible for the human brain to visualise. When I woke up, my head was still floating next my head over Latin that way up out not over there. 0_0
So how have your lucid dreams been?