ZeroMachine said:
A search grid that the majority of us Bostonians completely supported.
All of you people shitting on our cops need to shut the fuck up and think for a second. Our city was ATTACKED. We wanted them CAUGHT. We succeeded.
No, I repeat, NO innocents were hurt by the police.
You know, I'm going to take a moment on this. Five days after 9/11, I woke up to something that sounded like an explosion. I quickly looked out my window and I saw nothing but grey. My heart beat, my jaw dropped, and I thought 'Oh God, this is it. I'm going to die at 21'.
Later I found out it was a jet and it was just a cloudy day. I remember the police presence everywhere. I remember people being on high alert and looking at packages or bags or whatever. I remember the announcements of what you should do. If you see something, say something. I remember life just being changed forever.
And I knew the cause of it. It wasn't even the first terrorist attack on the towers, but it was the most damaging. There was no way the police could handle it all themselves. Silently, we all knew we were deputized. We couldn't just sit behind our walls and think the cops will handle it. We knew we had our part. No one wanted to do it, but we wanted to make sure shit didn't happen again.
On a last note and a tangent, as I eluded to in my last post, I went to school in Montreal in 2004-2006. I had a girlfriend at that time who had a friend who invited us over to her house for Chirstmas. She was... Romanian I think, and Her entire family was there. And there was this one family member who was my age who kept staring at me. I come to find out that the family members were told who we were in Romanian, and I was very interesting because I was American.
Said Boy did not like that Bush was re-elected.
He used that time to quiz me to answer for all over America. I told him that I didn't like Bush and I actually went to Buffalo to vote against him, and he said something I'll never forget: "Ah, finally. An American who thinks like me!" Like the world would be better if we all thought like him. But he loosen up and we talked more and I even started to like him.
Until he asked about 9/11. I do remember the CBC doing a lot of the anniversary that year, and he was bothered by it. So much so that he wanted four months to question the first American he could about it. Why was it a big deal? Why are Americans still so concerned about it? Why can't they just move on?
I didn't yell. I didn't really do anything but answer his question. But I wanted to punch him dead in the face. But my answer was this;
We were violated. Man, Woman, People, Groups, Creeds... whatever. We all have a basic need of security. A place to feel like you are safe in. Even in New York, you know there's places you go and you get hurt by x,y,and x, and there are places you go that you'll be perfectly safe in. You know who to avoid, you know what to do.
But when you have a foriegn, unknown power penetrate your defenses, completely blindsiding you, you don't know where to turn. It's one of the most frightening feelings there is. It's a rape. America was violated horribly during that time and we were not prepared for it, even if we had domestic terrorism. You would never ask a rape victim to just 'get over it'. You either live the situation or you sit on the sidelines, be quiet, and wait until the subject changes to something you know about.