I tend to use it as a social anxiety cleanser, so...happy, playful, jokey, perhaps even annoyingly so, i don't know. But i'd rather be that around people than introverted and awkward, though that is being worked on. Getting the right balance is almost required for me to perform music with an audience, which is something else undergoing maintenance. There were a lot of parties with many types of personalities, some less pleasant than others, so the well of stories goes a little deep, suffice to say that beyond a certain time and level of tipsy, i often got very outdoorsy and explory, usually dragging poor unsuspecting, maybe begrudging souls along for the ride. Tends to lead to some unique moments. Trespassing often ensued.
However, i usually am sensitive to the alcohol comedown which by contrast amplifies anxieties and other issues to a very uncomfortable degree, so i have to keep going until i fall asleep. If i know i can't, then i won't start, as it isn't worth the emotional hassle.
