Hrm... didnt see the option for "I made it myself" Are we so far removed from expressionism that the thought of someone actually making something on the net is almost unimaginable? As for a connection from name to avatar... Uh,.. well, I made it, its my personal style. It is the merger of a hand drawn "steer skull on acid" that was converted into an inkblot style, then inverted contrast, neon glow after effects and smudge work. It fits my persona.. least my web persona of being associated with death. A connection to psychology, and the fact I am a HUGE fan of pretty colors!
God, i never thought about it.