Doclector said:
Fucking furious, depressed, lonely. Shit overall. I'm so sick of normal people looking at me funny. Insulting me. Fuck them. I hate them so much sometimes. They think they can look down on me, when the fuck have they ever suffered? Truly? They were born perfect. They don't have any right to fuck with me.
Umm, I don't know if your last bit was sarcasm, but just to clarify, you do know that nobody is perfect right? ESPECIALLY those who actively "look down" on others, in most cases when they act in such a way it's to compensate for glaring personal insecurities, it has almost nothing to do with you. Also, normal, is overrated, boring, and generally worthless, take pride in abnormality, and you will have no reason to feel bad about it, because those who are stupid enough to shun those who are different, will never truly understand what they are missing, and that is a sad thing.
Rose and Thorn said:
I am weak and feeble so I have been in bed for the last 36 hours without food. I'm up now.
Why so weak? Maybe you should eat more.
Also, what I've been doing for the last 24 hours... Not much, I've eaten, meditated for awhile, read and responded to various threads here, slept, rinse and repeat, might practise with my bass guitar in a bit, or take a nap, or go for a walk, or something.