I hate you for bringinf this up . ( this is a joke LAUGH DAMNIT!)Vault101 said:(to anyone older than me this is going to come off as rather stupid, I'm well aware of that)
yesterday I can somthing of a realisation
holy shit..Im going to be 20 next friday
17,18,19 are all one thing...but "20" is in a whole new league, I'll be an "adult"
but I certainly dont feel like one (or look like one...I dont care what anyone says Im not dressing like I steped out of a catalouge anytime soon)
and this got me thinking...what have I acheived so far?, what "should" I have acheived so far?
because when I look at it...not much, I couldnt confindently say I'm "good" at anything, I havnt "done" anything particually notable or really exciting, and Im not really on a path to somwhere
the only thing I can say is I have a good job, and even then I didnt really earn it, I just got it because like everything else in life Im just incredibly lucky, and if that goes...what am I left with?
buuuuuut....on the other hand I have money, I dont have debt..and I have finally realised my dream of owning a current gen systm and gaming to my hearts content and I can afford all thease GLOURIOUS games and figrunes!! (and a companion cube plushy..I have a companion cube plushy!)
so...life well lived!
ok discussion value, what have you achaived so far? how do you feel about it?have you ever felt this way?..and what did you do about it?[/B]
well happy birthday in advance . I am turning 23 on tuesday and i had this exact same thought , i was going to post this exact same thread but i was Narutoed ( get it? Cuz naruto is a ninja ! that was another bad joke WHY WON'T YOU LAUGH!)
Honestly i'm in the exact same position as you , 23 with a decent job,no notable achievements and lady luck is my ***** ( I.E : I'm very lucky). I have no real goals in life and just drift along same old routines . My life is very boring , and i get bored very easily. Never found an achievement worth persuing. I don't really push myself to do anything other than survive . I guess i failed at life, before i know it i'll be 50 going through a mid life crisis with no goal , objective or achievements. Which is kind of depressing but in the end everythig is pointless since no matter what i acquire in my life , death will take it away . Plus i know for a fact i'm going to hell. I am a realist so i tend to look at the reality of everything, which makes me think everything is pointless if not only to stroke my own ego. So i end up doing nothing.
TL;DR: i haven't done anything worthwhile in my 23 years on this planet.