First off I will start saying that I am not suicidal and this isn't a thread about committing suicide for 'just wanting out' purposes. If you are suicidal, no offence but I don't want to hear it cos I don't know you and honestly don't really care. With that said....
I often think about when I am going to die and how it will happen. I know most don't but I think more people should take in to account the one sure thing in life. Death. I looked into suicide pills as something I could store away for that day where I was say terminally ill or going to get dragged off to jail for life.
Not only did I find they were illegal but really only used in the miltary for special forces in the event of capture. If anyone has ever cared for anyone with cancer or anything they would know of certain drugs that I found could be mixed to make a lethal dose so they are not hard to make. At least this way I could have complete control over when and where I go and in what circumstance. Best of all its painless. Anyone else ever consider this? Not for suicide in a 'I give up' way but when there really is no point and you just want to go quietly and painlessly
I often think about when I am going to die and how it will happen. I know most don't but I think more people should take in to account the one sure thing in life. Death. I looked into suicide pills as something I could store away for that day where I was say terminally ill or going to get dragged off to jail for life.
Not only did I find they were illegal but really only used in the miltary for special forces in the event of capture. If anyone has ever cared for anyone with cancer or anything they would know of certain drugs that I found could be mixed to make a lethal dose so they are not hard to make. At least this way I could have complete control over when and where I go and in what circumstance. Best of all its painless. Anyone else ever consider this? Not for suicide in a 'I give up' way but when there really is no point and you just want to go quietly and painlessly