i would have to say that anyone who wants to die, truly and not just "casually considering it" should just balls up and jump off of a building and dive head first into the concrete of a sidewalk... or jump off of an overpass into an oncoming semi... or just fuckin blow themselves up... also anyone who thinks shootin yerself in the head is not guaranteed... you don't know how to do it... get a 12 guage preferably as they tend to do alot of spread force being a shotgun... put it in your mouth, tilt it ever so slightly up so it's in line with your brainstem.... and squeeze the trigger, a jerky pull or tug could throw your aim off, with buckshot you won't have a brainstem anymore and there'll be a big fucking hole in the back of your head/neck, if you don't die instantly from trauma to the nervous system you'll bleed out really fast...
also i am both against and for suicide, after all I would never commit suicide knowingly as it goes against my entire nature and personality, i never give up never quit and will never stop fighting the reaper. when i die i will die with the knowledge that i will not be seen by others as a quitter a pansy or a loser who just couldn't hack it. i will be seen as who i am for what i've done in life rather than how it ended...
after all suicide is the best way to make yourself look like a complete and utter Asshole one last time, you abandon your family your duties in life as a person in any position you are in be it work or a relationship and you essencially are flipping the bird at all who care about you and telling them they aren't worth the effort... even when it comes to painful experiences, pain is in the mind, if you learn a few relatively easy to master focussing techniques you can master any lingering pain...
also to use suicide to escape a life sentance in jail would make you seem even more of a wuss, after all you were "man enough" to take a life or several lives, killing yourself to avoid the reprocussions is weaker than weak... of course if you were being sentanced for killing children i guess it would fit perfectly, as only a true weak coward ends the life of one who cannot defend themselves.
I know i may be lookin like some self righteouse asshat right now, but it's just how it I see life, my truth might not be your truth as some pseudophilosophical new-agers like to say... though i do see it as truth may not be yours... simpler and more direct, after all we are o so good at lying to ourselves to escape the discomfort of maybe being wrong about something...
went a bit overboard but as i always do, i aint takin it down a notch because that would mean not being true to myself so... in short /end rant
