Its sad that it has come to this. For those who don't know me, I'm a fat, unattractive, Canadian nerd currently living in Texas. I'm in grade 11, with the second half of school begging soon. I'm a B student with only Computer Science being an A. I have a non-profit "job" in which I review books for my school. I play D&D (alone), play wow, swat 4 and oblivion, read books, and watch anime. I'm in good shape, play soccer and bike every day, but still overweight due to health problems. I only have one friend and only see him a few times a mouth. At school, since I started, I have been bullied and pick on. My stuff has been stolen and destroyed. I have even been beat up multiple times. Every day seems the same. Go to school, get picked on, hide in the libery to read my book in peace, get beat up, go home and do homework alone, have my parents yell at me for not have all A like my sister and cry myself asleep as my parents fight, yell and argue over my destructive, special-needs brother and what new thing he broke today.
As I look to the new year, I see no light at the end of my tunnel. This year I need to picck a college to try to apply to and want I want with the the rest of my life. I have no plan and see no future.
I sorry for troubling you on this happy night, but please, please tell me what do to. My friend doesn't want to talk about it, my parents have enough problems and the last time I ever told the about anything of the like, they only cause it to worsen. Doctors and consoler don't help, only give empty speeches of a brighter future and a bucket of pills. I have no where else to turn. I don't see any light, only repeats of my past years. Tell me what do to, because I have no more will to travel along my path, one way or the other.
