My gf might kill me for telling you this, but I feel that you should probably hear (...er...read?) it so that you know that all hope for finding friends and a partner is not lost. XDStormz said:I'm 16 years old currently in grade 11 and 10. I was home schooled after being relentlessly tortured from grade 2 all the way to 7. Because of this I have a severe social anxiety disorder that is preventing me from gaining any friends now that I am in school again. I constantly worry people are judging me and that I'll likely never make friends or meet my partner.
Despite all this negative shit I do great in school and have all high 80s in all classes. I'm not sure what I want to do after school but think that I might become an accountant and possibly write as a side job. I have no ambition to become rich or famous and would like nothing more then to live a happy and relatively quiet life.
Not a bore at all. I appreciate the fact you wrote all that for me =P thanks a lot for the encouragement. I'll be sure to keep this in mind so your story doesn't go to waste haha.MasterOfWorlds said:My gf might kill me for telling you this, but I feel that you should probably hear (...er...read?) it so that you know that all hope for finding friends and a partner is not lost. XDStormz said:I'm 16 years old currently in grade 11 and 10. I was home schooled after being relentlessly tortured from grade 2 all the way to 7. Because of this I have a severe social anxiety disorder that is preventing me from gaining any friends now that I am in school again. I constantly worry people are judging me and that I'll likely never make friends or meet my partner.
Despite all this negative shit I do great in school and have all high 80s in all classes. I'm not sure what I want to do after school but think that I might become an accountant and possibly write as a side job. I have no ambition to become rich or famous and would like nothing more then to live a happy and relatively quiet life.
I had taken a break from dating for a bit and was playing online and met a few people. One of these people was the girl that would eventually be the gf I have now. Anyway, we talked over a few months and got to know each other and I really liked talking to her so I gave her my e-mail, which was the first time I'd ever done that and I probably never will again, but bear with me here. XD
Anyway, after a while longer of talking and getting to know each other, I found out that she was homeschooled for reasons very similar to yours and became anxious when she was with groups of people that she didn't know or out without people she didn't know. I talked to her, eventually asked what state she lived in, and eventually found out that we lived not far from each other. We met up and she brought some friends with her, just to be safe, which I can appreciate with all the freaks out there, but anyway, we really liked each other and started going out shortly after.
I know it's a chance thing, but you shouldn't give up on things like that. My gf and I love each other very much and we're probably going to be together for a good long time, if not forever, assuming her dad doesn't find a reason to hate me even more. XD
Anyway, I wanted to tell you this so that you would see that there is always a chance for something good to happen and to be happy with someone. I hope I didn't bore you too much. XD
I have very little in my room as far as furnishing goes. I have a TV stand for my PS3 and TV, a bookshelf, dresser, desk, couch, and futon. I do have some pictures on the wall, but they're there mostly to break up the constant white of the walls. XDSimuLord said:I'm dashing and daring, courageous and caring, faithful and friendly with stories to share.
On through the forest I sing out in chorus, marching along as my song fills the air!
Seriously, though, I'm 33, playful, unrelentingly cute, sports fan, strategy and simulation gamer, creative writer, accounting student (graduating in 2012), and one of the few people you'll meet who has very little pretension in his mind.
I also live in a place that the last girl who was here a few nights ago complained looked like an army barracks and that I didn't look like I was even "at home". She said "you live in a box that you sleep and keep your stuff in. This place needs to feel like home."
Of course, I'm autistic, so *whoosh* over my head that went. And, for that matter, over hers that I'm content to have a box to keep my stuff in, a bed to sleep on, and a computer desk. I could live in an apartment half this size (it's a 625 sq. ft. one-bedroom) and not feel cramped. Hell, I could probably live in a walk-in closet if you stuck a navy cot on one wall and there was enough room for a small computer desk on the other.