"Oh god, are you two gonna kiss now? Jesus!"
"Hey!" Sprout snapped at her. "Don' go sayin' stuff like that!" he laughed. "Yer gonna confuse my dick, okay?!" Looking back out the window, he shook his head. They hadn't heard a peep from Cranston or Sandringham since they got set up. "Damn, what's takin' them so long?"
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"You don't have to do what he tells you, ya know. I don't care if he is who is, tell him to fuck the fuck off next time, okay? Politely! Of course!"
Tsubaki didn't really have a reaction to his words. Instead, she simply sipped her bland coffee and continued to stare at Bryan and Mila. After a few moments, her expression softened, "Asad," She met his gaze. "I-it's not that simple. I... He's very important to me. In ways you won't ever---can never understand." She frowned. "I know it's fucked up. It is. But he's the reason I'm here. He's the reason I didn't die, bleeding out in some gutter when I was a teenager. He gave me everything I have, Asad."
She broke eye contact looking down into her cup, "He gave me my squad. He gave me... you." It was becoming harder to speak through the knot in her throat. This wasn't the time nor place for this. She needed to get her shit together.
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"But y'know... there's no fun in making it too easy, right?"
"S'pose I could get behind that sentiment," Nodding in Jun's direction, she grinned. "What's his deal? Looks like he's got a flagpole stuck up his ass."
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"I want my name back..."
Severa blinked, stupidly and tilted her side to one side. Taking his face in her hands, she held his head up and forced his eyes on her own, "Whatever do you mean, Father? I'm here for you. Whatever you need." She actually looked concerned.
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"Everything about me is because of him. I'm not my own man anymore. I'm not me, I'm not myself. I... Sillah... Sillah died with his friends. I'm the after effect of Peter's war. Everything about me, my ideals, my attitude, my fear and wanting to run away and puss out of every damn situation... I never used to be like that."
And there it was, finally. He'd opened up. Pixie struggled to keep her eye ahead. She wanted so much to stop the crawler and give the poor fool a hug. He had absolutely no idea how close to home his tale had come. How similar they really were.
"I was more of a man when I was 16 than I am now, but that was because of what he was teaching me. I feel like I'm-"
After he trailed off, Pixie took the opportunity to speak, "Aesop, you can' let this man define who you ar'. You can' let anyone do that. You understand me?" She looked at him. "I used ta' think like that too. There was... someone, someone who took everythin' from me. He destroyed my life an' killed those closest to me." She gritted her teeth. "I let that night... what he did ta' me... I let it define me fer far too long. Made me do thin's I'll regret fer the rest of my life. Made me hate myself fer bein' so weak."
You still ar'...
She lifted her chin, "But you know what? I turned it around. I made my life my own again an' I stopped runnin' away..."
Stop lyin' to yerself, Merry.
"You can too, Aesop. You 'ave that within you. I know you do. I reckon it may seem impossible now, but trust me, you'll find the strength."
Hypocrite.
"Hey!" Sprout snapped at her. "Don' go sayin' stuff like that!" he laughed. "Yer gonna confuse my dick, okay?!" Looking back out the window, he shook his head. They hadn't heard a peep from Cranston or Sandringham since they got set up. "Damn, what's takin' them so long?"
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"You don't have to do what he tells you, ya know. I don't care if he is who is, tell him to fuck the fuck off next time, okay? Politely! Of course!"
Tsubaki didn't really have a reaction to his words. Instead, she simply sipped her bland coffee and continued to stare at Bryan and Mila. After a few moments, her expression softened, "Asad," She met his gaze. "I-it's not that simple. I... He's very important to me. In ways you won't ever---can never understand." She frowned. "I know it's fucked up. It is. But he's the reason I'm here. He's the reason I didn't die, bleeding out in some gutter when I was a teenager. He gave me everything I have, Asad."
She broke eye contact looking down into her cup, "He gave me my squad. He gave me... you." It was becoming harder to speak through the knot in her throat. This wasn't the time nor place for this. She needed to get her shit together.
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"But y'know... there's no fun in making it too easy, right?"
"S'pose I could get behind that sentiment," Nodding in Jun's direction, she grinned. "What's his deal? Looks like he's got a flagpole stuck up his ass."
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"I want my name back..."
Severa blinked, stupidly and tilted her side to one side. Taking his face in her hands, she held his head up and forced his eyes on her own, "Whatever do you mean, Father? I'm here for you. Whatever you need." She actually looked concerned.
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"Everything about me is because of him. I'm not my own man anymore. I'm not me, I'm not myself. I... Sillah... Sillah died with his friends. I'm the after effect of Peter's war. Everything about me, my ideals, my attitude, my fear and wanting to run away and puss out of every damn situation... I never used to be like that."
And there it was, finally. He'd opened up. Pixie struggled to keep her eye ahead. She wanted so much to stop the crawler and give the poor fool a hug. He had absolutely no idea how close to home his tale had come. How similar they really were.
"I was more of a man when I was 16 than I am now, but that was because of what he was teaching me. I feel like I'm-"
After he trailed off, Pixie took the opportunity to speak, "Aesop, you can' let this man define who you ar'. You can' let anyone do that. You understand me?" She looked at him. "I used ta' think like that too. There was... someone, someone who took everythin' from me. He destroyed my life an' killed those closest to me." She gritted her teeth. "I let that night... what he did ta' me... I let it define me fer far too long. Made me do thin's I'll regret fer the rest of my life. Made me hate myself fer bein' so weak."
You still ar'...
She lifted her chin, "But you know what? I turned it around. I made my life my own again an' I stopped runnin' away..."
Stop lyin' to yerself, Merry.
"You can too, Aesop. You 'ave that within you. I know you do. I reckon it may seem impossible now, but trust me, you'll find the strength."
Hypocrite.