Subject BT, let's count your crimes:
1. You insult me constantly, prompting me to kill you.
2. You attacked my trainer, prompting me to kill you.
3. You won't stop bitching, prompting me to want to kill you.
4. You constantly assume the moral high ground in your bitching, despite provoking me in the first place
5. You want loyalty, something I pledge to only one person.
and finally, 6. You seem to think that I haven't already killed myself several times over.
Oh, and 7. You didn't accept my apology.