The Asylum Game: An Open-Ended Adventure
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Subjects... I'm very scared... Please help me. I need all the help I can get...
Please don't take forever! I need help now!
Please don't take forever! I need help now!
Subject Max.. I don't knwo what wrong... maybe i've just snapped...
It started out where I was just very irritable, and got annoyed by the slightest thing.
After that I became more violent, I just decided to ignore it.
Then it got so much worse, I started hearing things whenever I was alone, not when anyone else was around, only when I was alone. I began hearing footsteps right outside my door, sounds like someone tripping, and slight knocking noises. Each time I went to check outside the room I was in, no one was there. I became paranoid and anxious. I started to suspect that someone was out to get me. Everytime one of the noises occured, I quickly turned around to see who it was, each sound startled me. I started looking behind myself when there was no noise. And, I never wanted to find out who was doing them, but everytime I turned around and no one was there, I was relieved and aggrivated that no one was there. Then I started feeling a presence around me. Outside the window, looking in. By the wall of the connected room, trying to listen to me, hiding in the room somwhere. I asked my brother and my sister if they ever heard the noises or got the strange feelings of being watched, they both said no. I started Hallucinating. Everytime I entered an empty room and opened the door, I always saw a black silhouette, darker than everything else, with a faint purple glow around it. It only appeared for a second, and it didn't even give a definate shape, but it scared me everytime. It started to affect my sleep. I haven't gotten more than 3 hours of sleep in the past 4 days. And, recently, I've started feeling it around my when I'm in the bed. Staring at me... Even when I turned in the bed to put my back to the area where it was coming from, i can still feel it! The silhouettes have been becoming more clear and they're not only when I enter a room, sometimes I can see them if I just blankly look at one spot, concentrating, It will show up and remain for a few seconds. It never has a definate form, sometimes it looks like a man, sometimes a woman, sometimes something like tree branches in the shape of a man, sometimes as something I completly don't know. Just last night, The sillhouette remained all night, never leaving, it just stared at me, all night, and I cloud barely shut my eyes becfore they snapped open in fear, aggrivation, and paranoia. It's so confusing... And what's even more frightening, The da before yesterday, whenever I tried to go to sleep, I closed my eyes for a little more than the time it takes for a blink to occur, and I saw two angry, red, beady eyes with black pupils... It was angry at me, and I could see them for the next few times I blinked. I was in a depression from the start, around the violence and irritability. But around two days ago, as well, I began to think alot about head injuries, something just placed the thoughts into my mind. So many people with terrible head injuries. Me with the top of my skull completly dented inward, bleeding out of an eye socket missing an eye, alive, crawling out of a forest as if I narrowly escaped death. A woman with the entire back of her skull missing, alive, just shivering in a room. A man who suffered brain damage from a shot put to the head, wich had completly destroyed his skull, going insane and killing me. Even my brother and my friends appeared in the horrible fantasies. What was worse was, they enchanted me. They were only inserted into my mind from someplace else, I merely continued the story until it became unbearable to watch. Also, I've been wondering about why life is so predictable, and why it can't be unpredictable, and that the only people who's lives are unpredicatble are the one's who's lives are troubled. I kept wishing, and begging for an unexpectable life that wasn't troubled. Then I'd regain myself and say to myself how i'm a spoiled brat that's never satisfied... I don't know what it is subjects... Maybe I snapped when my friend tried to kill himself, maybe I snapped for another reason, maybe i'm being haunted, I don't know. It's just terrorfying... I can't get rid of it, ignoring it makes it worse, paying attention to it and trying to fix it doesn't help. I don't know what to do! ...I-I need help. Please, I feel like if it wins, weather it's a spectre or just figments of my mind, I'll go insane and i'll be taken away for the rest of my life.
It started out where I was just very irritable, and got annoyed by the slightest thing.
After that I became more violent, I just decided to ignore it.
Then it got so much worse, I started hearing things whenever I was alone, not when anyone else was around, only when I was alone. I began hearing footsteps right outside my door, sounds like someone tripping, and slight knocking noises. Each time I went to check outside the room I was in, no one was there. I became paranoid and anxious. I started to suspect that someone was out to get me. Everytime one of the noises occured, I quickly turned around to see who it was, each sound startled me. I started looking behind myself when there was no noise. And, I never wanted to find out who was doing them, but everytime I turned around and no one was there, I was relieved and aggrivated that no one was there. Then I started feeling a presence around me. Outside the window, looking in. By the wall of the connected room, trying to listen to me, hiding in the room somwhere. I asked my brother and my sister if they ever heard the noises or got the strange feelings of being watched, they both said no. I started Hallucinating. Everytime I entered an empty room and opened the door, I always saw a black silhouette, darker than everything else, with a faint purple glow around it. It only appeared for a second, and it didn't even give a definate shape, but it scared me everytime. It started to affect my sleep. I haven't gotten more than 3 hours of sleep in the past 4 days. And, recently, I've started feeling it around my when I'm in the bed. Staring at me... Even when I turned in the bed to put my back to the area where it was coming from, i can still feel it! The silhouettes have been becoming more clear and they're not only when I enter a room, sometimes I can see them if I just blankly look at one spot, concentrating, It will show up and remain for a few seconds. It never has a definate form, sometimes it looks like a man, sometimes a woman, sometimes something like tree branches in the shape of a man, sometimes as something I completly don't know. Just last night, The sillhouette remained all night, never leaving, it just stared at me, all night, and I cloud barely shut my eyes becfore they snapped open in fear, aggrivation, and paranoia. It's so confusing... And what's even more frightening, The da before yesterday, whenever I tried to go to sleep, I closed my eyes for a little more than the time it takes for a blink to occur, and I saw two angry, red, beady eyes with black pupils... It was angry at me, and I could see them for the next few times I blinked. I was in a depression from the start, around the violence and irritability. But around two days ago, as well, I began to think alot about head injuries, something just placed the thoughts into my mind. So many people with terrible head injuries. Me with the top of my skull completly dented inward, bleeding out of an eye socket missing an eye, alive, crawling out of a forest as if I narrowly escaped death. A woman with the entire back of her skull missing, alive, just shivering in a room. A man who suffered brain damage from a shot put to the head, wich had completly destroyed his skull, going insane and killing me. Even my brother and my friends appeared in the horrible fantasies. What was worse was, they enchanted me. They were only inserted into my mind from someplace else, I merely continued the story until it became unbearable to watch. Also, I've been wondering about why life is so predictable, and why it can't be unpredictable, and that the only people who's lives are unpredicatble are the one's who's lives are troubled. I kept wishing, and begging for an unexpectable life that wasn't troubled. Then I'd regain myself and say to myself how i'm a spoiled brat that's never satisfied... I don't know what it is subjects... Maybe I snapped when my friend tried to kill himself, maybe I snapped for another reason, maybe i'm being haunted, I don't know. It's just terrorfying... I can't get rid of it, ignoring it makes it worse, paying attention to it and trying to fix it doesn't help. I don't know what to do! ...I-I need help. Please, I feel like if it wins, weather it's a spectre or just figments of my mind, I'll go insane and i'll be taken away for the rest of my life.
Subject Fury, I'd need to ask my mother real quick, as she is the one who can give the best advice. But 3 hours in only 4 days is unhealthy and from my stand point it could be sleep deprivation. It also probably doesn't help if you've been watching scary movies or Higurashi.
Subject Max... I'm not depriving myself of sleep for fun, it's keeping me awake, whatever it is. And no subject Max, this is real, It's been going on since before I found Higurashi. The sounds and the Hallucinations, and thoughts of head injuries started a little after my friedn tried to commit suicide, and the irritation and violence was before Higurashi. So no subject Max, it's not Higurashi. I'm actually scared to death here.
Subject Fury, well you just answered the problem for why you fear the head injuries and what not. As for what you see I'm not too well at explaining or answering. That's my mother's specialty but she went to the bank and went to pay some bills a while ago.
That's ok subject Max, I just need people on my side right now... It's frightening to do this now because I can feel it behind me while i'm typing... I felt it earlier when I told one of my best friends... It's strong, and hot, so It's angry... I don't want to turn around... Even though i want to so bad, my instincts can override this one because I've never been more scared for my life... It's suffocating me, i'm sitting here, breathing heavily while it feels like something is pushing against the expansion of my lungs, and i'm sweating... I'm sorry to have dragged you in, but I NEED help, I can't take it anymore.
Right now, I don't care about double posts...
It's angry, and it feels so strong that if I pointed it out, everyone in the room would see it... But it feels like it's got it's hands on my lungs, And if I even try, it'll rip them out of puncture them or something...
I don't want to die... I don't want to be locked up, I don't want this anymore... I want to be sane again.
It's angry, and it feels so strong that if I pointed it out, everyone in the room would see it... But it feels like it's got it's hands on my lungs, And if I even try, it'll rip them out of puncture them or something...
I don't want to die... I don't want to be locked up, I don't want this anymore... I want to be sane again.
Subject Fury, the more your thinking about it and increasing your stress levels like that, the more your mind will make it take it's toll on your body. When you think like that and increase it your stress levels will increase and after a while some of your body may shut down from the stress. You need to relax and your not going to die. Please not I have therapists to deal with my anxiety problems because I have terrible anxiety.
Subject Max... I'm just scared out of my mind... It's got some kind of hold on my interal organs... I really want to survive...
I'm here, Subject Fury. I'm just thinking of a possible reason for illusions...Possibly stress or anxiety caused by other things...
I said it could be from the fact that my friend tried to commit suicide recently. Or something I don't know, I've read that some people just snap for no reason at all, nothing causes them to go mad, they just do... So I could just have snapped from the stress and the hallucinations are just that, hallucinations, or I'm being haunted... I just want some help subject Waffles.
Subject Fury, it is that in that case. You said that this was the first time that you've ad to deal with that and the experience probably traumatized you. Also the reason they snap like that is due to possible stress levels building up in your body because remember, if you get too stressed your body will shut down. Unfortunately the only help you may need to do is to go to a therapist and tell them about it and try to fix it, because that's the job. That or going to a group that specializes in helping cope with traumatic events.
Whatever the cause of them, Subject Fury, there illusions caused by X, their all in your mind and you can take control over them.
I know subject Max... I just hate this, it's still there, behind me, right now... I hate it! I hate it hate it hate it! I have no clue what to do!
I don't know subject Waffles, the head injury thoughts don't seem to come from me...
I don't know subject Waffles, the head injury thoughts don't seem to come from me...