Diocles finished his letter with a small smile, folding it carefully while chewing on a couple of grapes. Feeling formality was appropriate, he persuaded one of the novice mages to heat some sealing wax for him and used it to close the letter. Before it had time to cool he produced a signet ring from his pocket, pressing it into the wax to give it his family's crest-A raven perched on the hilt of a sword. Or perhaps it was supposed to be dragging the sword. It was also possibly a crow. He knew once, but the knowledge, like so much else, was lost.
Shrugging it off, he passed the letter to one of the elven servants along with instructions to deliver it to the intended recipient when it could be done so quietly, even if it needed to wait until the end of the evening. The note was written in careful strokes, each letter written with precision and beauty.
My lady Sulahn'nehn,
I realize you likely cannot read this letter, but I am certain my clever girl can surmount that barrier easily. Having reflected on it, I thought that the inconvenience of finding someone to read it to you would be worth avoiding the need of hearing my words or looking on my face.
While I maintain my motivations were not entirely selfish, I admit I am at fault, egregiously so. I have hurt you deeply, and there may never be anything I can do to make up for that. Just because it is impossible, however, does not mean I will not try. I will not ask for you to restore our romantic relationship, I know it is beyond you to look past such a slight as I inflicted. However, there is a weight in my heart that will not be lifted until you once again call me your friend, and I will seek that end with my every breath.
I owe you. I am at your disposal, with the limitations that I cannot betray the Wardens or the one who saved my life. Know too that I will honor what vows I have made to you that I have not already broken. I will protect you, and that oath I hold above others.
Despite my desires to speak with you once more as a friend, I will not impose myself upon you. I will avoid, against my every instinct, seeking you out to speak. In the event that my duty compels me to approach you, I will do so professionally, and I vow to keep my emotions out of such dealings. On the other hand, I implore you to seek me out whenever you have the inclination to do so. Even if you would just like to yell at me for a while, though I warn you I expect I will be healed more by the warmth of your presence than I could be harmed by the ire of any words.
I cannot thank you enough for taking the time to listen to this.
Yours sincerely,
Diocles Komnenos
P.S. Elvhen names are as hard to spell as they are to say, I had to ask one of the other elves (Vulain, I think his name was) to help me get your name right. Nice guy (Unless we didn't get it right, in which case he's an ass). Regardless, he did not see the contents of this letter, nor did any other. I have kept the incident between us, the other, and Ulrin.
Shrugging it off, he passed the letter to one of the elven servants along with instructions to deliver it to the intended recipient when it could be done so quietly, even if it needed to wait until the end of the evening. The note was written in careful strokes, each letter written with precision and beauty.
My lady Sulahn'nehn,
I realize you likely cannot read this letter, but I am certain my clever girl can surmount that barrier easily. Having reflected on it, I thought that the inconvenience of finding someone to read it to you would be worth avoiding the need of hearing my words or looking on my face.
While I maintain my motivations were not entirely selfish, I admit I am at fault, egregiously so. I have hurt you deeply, and there may never be anything I can do to make up for that. Just because it is impossible, however, does not mean I will not try. I will not ask for you to restore our romantic relationship, I know it is beyond you to look past such a slight as I inflicted. However, there is a weight in my heart that will not be lifted until you once again call me your friend, and I will seek that end with my every breath.
I owe you. I am at your disposal, with the limitations that I cannot betray the Wardens or the one who saved my life. Know too that I will honor what vows I have made to you that I have not already broken. I will protect you, and that oath I hold above others.
Despite my desires to speak with you once more as a friend, I will not impose myself upon you. I will avoid, against my every instinct, seeking you out to speak. In the event that my duty compels me to approach you, I will do so professionally, and I vow to keep my emotions out of such dealings. On the other hand, I implore you to seek me out whenever you have the inclination to do so. Even if you would just like to yell at me for a while, though I warn you I expect I will be healed more by the warmth of your presence than I could be harmed by the ire of any words.
I cannot thank you enough for taking the time to listen to this.
Yours sincerely,
Diocles Komnenos
P.S. Elvhen names are as hard to spell as they are to say, I had to ask one of the other elves (Vulain, I think his name was) to help me get your name right. Nice guy (Unless we didn't get it right, in which case he's an ass). Regardless, he did not see the contents of this letter, nor did any other. I have kept the incident between us, the other, and Ulrin.