Anthem was a weapon.
He had little doubts of this. The Guardians who took him in treated him less as an Initiate and more as the weapon he was Remade to be. After all, what good was an Initiate with no magical power? A foot soldier, a pawn. Proof against some of the arcane horrors of the world, but with little potential of his own.
So they used him as such.
Carcosa. The Antarian Deep. The Gibraltar Harrowing. Anthem's spindly, metal-and-monstrous body was hurled to the front of a dozen like conflicts. He eviscerated cultists, mutants and monsters alike in the name of justice, his heavy shotgun pulping those that were out of reach.
Through it all, Anthem was numb. A crimson haze clouded his eyes, as acute and finely crafted as they were. Perhaps the power battery in his skull was leaking. Perhaps the constant pain dulled his senses, left him uncaring, unfeeling. Or perhaps it was simply the bloodshed. A creature like Anthem was expendable, so why not pitch him into the worst scenes? Plunge headfirst into the hornet's nest, little hunter. It was raw power and animal savagery that kept him alive, not skill, not training, not humanity.
He was blind in the red mist left perpetually in his wake.
Scene. Wales. Outside a little no-name town, its population kept in fear of something lurking outside their village's crumbling walls. Disappearances, strange lights. The Guardians picked up uncanny energies emanating from a site to the west, some old pre-Arthurian ruin. A Roman fort, stone structures still standing after centuries, if crumbling.
Anthem slithered through the black woods toward the site, three Guardians with him. One was a mage, the squad leader. The other two had rifles. As the Remade glided past ancient trees, he wasn't certain if the riflemen were there to support him or to put him down if he acted up. He didn't know any of the men, but he could sense their unease. He could almost taste it. Their fear was strangely intoxicating, like the fumes of a fine liquor.
A haze fell over Anthem's senses as they progressed, the old ruin looming high on a hill in the darkness. The blue-uniformed riflemen shuffled nervously, though the mage seemed at ease. The mage, a stern-faced, almost avian-looking man, nodded to Anthem and made a single curt gesture. On and forward.
Leading the way.
Twigs and leaves crunched under the riflemen's feet, though they moved with trained precision to take up flanking positions on the archway leading to the ruin. Anthem couldn't help but wince at the noise, though it may not have been audible to any but he. The mage made another series of silent gestures. Forward, then hold position.
They were actually going to back Anthem up. That was a surprise.
The ruin had truly seen better days. The heavy Roman stones, all arches and walls, had crumbled in places. The roofs were long-gone, worn away by time and nature, leaving the walls behind like some kind of ancient skeleton. Anthem could only wonder at the old fort's presence in its prime. It was the sort of fortress that could hold off an army.
As they progressed further inward, Anthem realized that the thickest walls, the most ingeniously-designed though decaying traps and pitfalls, were all directed in and down.
It was less a fortress and more a seal. The realization struck the other Guardians, too, the riflemen stopping and jumping, their weapons turning with mechanical precision at the smallest sound. The only such sounds were those of their own heavy boots on old stones.
The mage gestured for them to stop, then directed Anthem ahead. Anthem knew what was coming. The mage had discovered the worst of the anomaly and wanted Anthem to trigger it. The Remade didn't particularly mind, swinging his spindly form nimbly forward, through a crumbling passage, under a fallen arch, despite a growing scent of ozone. Something crackled across the back of Anthem's neck, like some kind of bizarre inversion of static.
And that was it. The ruin was empty. The seal, a huge stone affair, was smashed, the eathering showing that it had been broken long, long ago. Mosaic and carvings adorned its surface, but the forms were unfamiliar, obscured by the passage of time.
Anthem turned to leave, returning to the hall where his comrades waited. He realized he never even knew their names.
When they failed to appear, Anthem's thoughts immediately turned to betrayal. Of course. They abandoned him. He was unsurprised, stopping to rest against a wall, eyes briefly closing. When they reopened, his gaze lit upon the opposite wall, and the fresh spatter of crimson across it.
Something else was here.
A rapid pattering of taloned feet against stone roused him from his reverie. Anthem was only just able to turn, shotgun rising, in time to catch a glimpse of a vaporous form, all black un-light, smoke, and teeth, before it struck, too fast to see.
Wake up.
Anthem stirred from his position, sprawled against the crumbled wall. His machine body was wracked, his flesh torn in a dozen places by smoking wounds. His metallic hand found solace in the grip of his shotgun. It was a familiar weight, a reminder that he somehow still lived. He lifted his head, searching for the voice, and found only a strange smoldering pile of ashes before him.
You're still alive. Good.The voice in his head was smooth and rolling, like melted chocolate over velvet, sultry and low but undeniably feminine. It seemed to savour the syllables as they echoed through Anthem's metal-plated skull.
Anthem fought to speak, but found that the smoke-thing had, apparently, ripped out his throat. It would heal in time, the voicebox would reform, but he was--for now--speechless.
He reached up with a wracked metal claw to pull himself to standing, his servo-actuated legs nearly buckling beneath him. They were built for speed and agility, not raw strength and solidity, and in their damaged state they were poor for stability, but they held.
Your companions are dead. The Guardians will likely blame it on you. That IS why they were here--your handlers. To make sure you weren't to go unstable. The remains of your quarry are dissolving before you.. No evidence for your case. You can't go back.
The voice's words struck Anthem to the core. They were frank, they were cruel, but they were undeniably true.
What will I do? He thought, struggling as he leaned his ponderous weight against the cold stones, an icy chill permeating his body even through the metal plating.
You're so adorable. You've Awakened. You and I are one. And with this.. you have a chance to be something more. A tool still, perhaps, but one with purpose.
Anthem lifted his head, one bloodshot eagle's eye peering at the moon through a break in the clouds, far above the broken roof of the old Roman fort.
.. I accept. The thought came tenuously. He really had no other choice. Returning to the Guardians was out of the question.
Good. We are Seleda'an.
With that pronouncement, the power of the Illrian daemon suddenly surged through Anthem's broken form. Rent metal and flesh, flowing with sanguine power and the energy of the fallen agnel, flowed together into seamless forms, bleaching porcelain-white. The simple plating warped and transmuted, stained white and taking intricate, curving shapes. The crude mechanics melded together and coursed over exposed, raw flesh, forming into a pair of graceful, skeletal, porcelain wings, skinless and non-functional but perhaps as deadly bladed limbs. As Anthem pitched forward, catching himself on smooth, white metal fingers, a pair of horns grew from his forehead, sweeping gracefully back over his skull even as a fringe of black tendrils emerged from his scalp to sweep back like some mechanical parody of hair.
Seleda'an's influence had warped the crude Remade into something of strange beauty, a porcelain construct of sleek form, like some mythic statue of white marble come to life. Anthem marveled as he struggled to his feet, all too aware of his passenger.
And we, together, make an Illrian Knight.
The letter from Silas Grey found a willing recipient in that Welsh ruin. The sleek figure, so agile and beauteous in its twisted form, traveled north. To Scotland. The other Knights waited.