Most people will actually try to be nice to each other, but the minds of humans (most animals as well really) are disturbingly fragile during their younger periods and this is exacerbated by the pubescent period, meaning that the few moronic vermin, the "trolls of life" (as funny as it sounds, it's a rather apt term) can ass-fuck the psyche of even the most balanced school student; especially if they're using sarcasm in public areas, a private torment in a way, saying things sarcastically that they know will infuriate you, but would look plain, perhaps friendly to an onlooker. This is what happened to me, eventually making me think that everyone was insulting and attacking me, even in positive situations; I was asked out and even hit on by a few kind girls and thought they were insulting and mocking me.Sassy McFuzzers said:
I took treatment and medication, if anything it made me worse and made me despise people more (Didn't help that the worthless psychiatrist that I was visiting was a smarmy **** who literally never got my name right). I just eventually had a realization after hearing a small comment from my brother; "Hey, ***** asked about you today", I later find out that a lot of people had been asking about me and trying to contact me all these years, I looked over a few things and eventually it became clear. Fuck I felt terrible, knowing that all those years I had been "defending myself" from people who wanted to be my friends. I honestly think this kind of thing is the real reason most people despise humanity and/or their schooling time. I'm just glad I was able to realize it, especially before it was too late.
