The most awful thing you've done in a dream
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Incest. Quite a lot of it actually.
Which is weird, because I do have an incest fetish when I'm awake too, but never for my actual family members. (And I don't just mean that I choose not to fantasize about them because of morals, but that it doesn't work for me at all. Westermark effect, I guess).
Which is weird, because I do have an incest fetish when I'm awake too, but never for my actual family members. (And I don't just mean that I choose not to fantasize about them because of morals, but that it doesn't work for me at all. Westermark effect, I guess).
Loooots and lots of murder and bloody, savage beatings.
Its usually in response to someone trying to murder or rape a friend of mine, but sometimes its just completely unjustifiable.
I don't even have dream logic telling me "this is okay now".
In these dreams I know what I've done is terrible and against the law, I just don't care, in fact I feel good.
Then, when I'm done I go about disposing of the body.
I usually chop the person or people up and remove their teeth, then have them buried somewhere out of the way.
I'd go into detail but there are a lot of these dreams and I doubt anyone here would want to read any of it.
I've never raped or engaged in any kind of sexual act with anyone in my dreams.
I find that a bit odd considering I'm a fairly sexual person with a lot of weird fetishes.
Its usually in response to someone trying to murder or rape a friend of mine, but sometimes its just completely unjustifiable.
I don't even have dream logic telling me "this is okay now".
In these dreams I know what I've done is terrible and against the law, I just don't care, in fact I feel good.
Then, when I'm done I go about disposing of the body.
I usually chop the person or people up and remove their teeth, then have them buried somewhere out of the way.
I'd go into detail but there are a lot of these dreams and I doubt anyone here would want to read any of it.
I've never raped or engaged in any kind of sexual act with anyone in my dreams.
I find that a bit odd considering I'm a fairly sexual person with a lot of weird fetishes.
Blew up the maternity ward of a hospital, knowingly and willingly. Cue the building's remains erupting into a liquid rainbow. I think there was, like, a shoulder angel and shoulder devil things or something encouraging me to either become a juggalo or to blow up a hospital, so I did both.
I woke up, and I was all like, "what does this mean"? Then I realised that it meant nothing. Or that I hate babies, and that in my past life I was a juggalo. I'm not quite sure.
Oh, and murder. Lots of murder. It's cathartic, I suppose, in order to prevent a complete and utter mental breakdown. Or those dreams in which I am some kind of Orwellian dictator. Or where I command Lovecraftian beasts to commit unspeakable evils against the general populace...
My dreams are pretty fucked up, but in a good way(?). It probably stems from an inherent lack of empathy in the first place, but I don't think I've ever had a happy dream where nobody gets brutally murdered, raped, or tortured (usually not by me, thank God. I'm not a total Freudian hellhole of a person). I just roll with it, though, because I know that I'm eventually going to wake up.
I woke up, and I was all like, "what does this mean"? Then I realised that it meant nothing. Or that I hate babies, and that in my past life I was a juggalo. I'm not quite sure.
Oh, and murder. Lots of murder. It's cathartic, I suppose, in order to prevent a complete and utter mental breakdown. Or those dreams in which I am some kind of Orwellian dictator. Or where I command Lovecraftian beasts to commit unspeakable evils against the general populace...
My dreams are pretty fucked up, but in a good way(?). It probably stems from an inherent lack of empathy in the first place, but I don't think I've ever had a happy dream where nobody gets brutally murdered, raped, or tortured (usually not by me, thank God. I'm not a total Freudian hellhole of a person). I just roll with it, though, because I know that I'm eventually going to wake up.
I've had "dreams" in the past that were essentially stories spanning multiple dreams. In all of them I was in some form of action scenario, probably inspired by all the games and movies I play and watch. Though considering I'm always a good guy in these, I've never actually done anything horrible.
Normally I'm the one that bad stuff is happening to. I know I've died once, gone to hell twice, gone to a hell-like limbo once, and have faced innumerable horrors. Sometimes it is unpleasant, but normally it is fun.
Normally I'm the one that bad stuff is happening to. I know I've died once, gone to hell twice, gone to a hell-like limbo once, and have faced innumerable horrors. Sometimes it is unpleasant, but normally it is fun.
Ooh, goody! I'd have felt weird just putting this kind of thing out there, but if we're all sharing...
-Strangled people, for dubious reasons.
-Strangled animals, usually large cats. My family has owned more cats than dogs.
-Ran around shooting people that, in hindsight, usually didn't even seem to notice me until it was too late for some reason. There's rarely even anyone trying to stop me in those.
But I think the crowning moment was
And that's when I jammed my thumbs into her eye sockets. Not really even because I felt threatened, so much as because she was there. The skeleton impaled us both a minute later, so it's nice that karma catches up with me in some of these.
There are plenty more full of good ol' mindless murder, but most of the time my targets are just as aggressive as I am, so it doesn't really fit the spirit of the thread.
The really scary thing? I'm not the only one to sometimes have dreams like that.
-Strangled people, for dubious reasons.
-Strangled animals, usually large cats. My family has owned more cats than dogs.
-Ran around shooting people that, in hindsight, usually didn't even seem to notice me until it was too late for some reason. There's rarely even anyone trying to stop me in those.
But I think the crowning moment was
when I awoke in a surreal, hellish battleground (I interpreted it as a battleground) with plagiarized monsters (except the ligament spider, not sure where that could have come from) of various sorts just lurching about. I panicked and, deciding to attack first, ran up to a skeleton (You know the undead guardian in the Dark Brotherhood's sanctuary in Oblivion? Pretty much that, but with Pyramid Head's sword-knife thing) and punched it in the face. It responded by sending me flying with one swing of a muscle-less arm.
Next thing I knew, I was lying on my back with what was basically Kayako
(This thing, primary antagonist of The Grudge, but with no hilarious creaky-door noises) lying on top of me, her face inches from mine, only her face had the uncanny resemblance of someone I knew at the time, most of all her eyes.
Next thing I knew, I was lying on my back with what was basically Kayako
(This thing, primary antagonist of The Grudge, but with no hilarious creaky-door noises) lying on top of me, her face inches from mine, only her face had the uncanny resemblance of someone I knew at the time, most of all her eyes.
And that's when I jammed my thumbs into her eye sockets. Not really even because I felt threatened, so much as because she was there. The skeleton impaled us both a minute later, so it's nice that karma catches up with me in some of these.
There are plenty more full of good ol' mindless murder, but most of the time my targets are just as aggressive as I am, so it doesn't really fit the spirit of the thread.
The really scary thing? I'm not the only one to sometimes have dreams like that.
It's hard to say. Not because I don't remember my dreams or I don't have a defining moment of awful, but because while it was happening, the truly most disturbing part of it was that I couldn't tell if I was the one getting broken or was doing the breaking.
And I mean the breaking literally. I was either getting my joints ritualistically broken using a ram's skull as a fulcrum or doing that to someone else. I never could discern which, that likely being why I found it so memorable.
And I mean the breaking literally. I was either getting my joints ritualistically broken using a ram's skull as a fulcrum or doing that to someone else. I never could discern which, that likely being why I found it so memorable.
kept a girl locked in a cupboard as a rape slave which i felt basically no remorse for, It was only later when i returned and realized she had died (of starvation?) that i felt bad.
Needless to say that is out of character for me.
apart from that alot of my dreams get a bit rage heavy usually directed towards people so i tend to quite often bash and try to murder people to which there is usually no response which usually makes me more angry.
Again in real life i am highly composed and patient.
Needless to say that is out of character for me.
apart from that alot of my dreams get a bit rage heavy usually directed towards people so i tend to quite often bash and try to murder people to which there is usually no response which usually makes me more angry.
Again in real life i am highly composed and patient.
A few months ago, i dreamt of a fictional disease called the "Monday Disease", where metallic objects would grow from your forehead, sometimes there are mutations and it winds up affecting an arm instead. some weird reason there was a guy called Jesusman and i ripped off some sort of rust-covered scissors-arm and cut out my teeth, the disease spread to the now-stumps, forcing my jaw wide open.
Weirdly the rust on the scissors were more like a gummy consistency, similar to that of Marmite. i have no idea where i got it from other than maybe the Stands from Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, also dreamt that it occurred on my street, but involved running around a corner right-ways for some reason.
EDIT: In perspective, imagine the tooth nerve endings scene from Ren and Stimpy, and Edward Scissorhands' hands being replaced...by scissors.
Weirdly the rust on the scissors were more like a gummy consistency, similar to that of Marmite. i have no idea where i got it from other than maybe the Stands from Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, also dreamt that it occurred on my street, but involved running around a corner right-ways for some reason.
EDIT: In perspective, imagine the tooth nerve endings scene from Ren and Stimpy, and Edward Scissorhands' hands being replaced...by scissors.
A lot of dreams where I'm a fugitive and wind up taking out some cops. Bank robbery dreams where I kill a hostage or something. Nothing you wouldn't see in an action movie. I watch a lot of crime movies, so it makes sense.
Wow, some of these are pretty messed up (not judging).
From memory I have:
-Threatened a villain character with a box cutter/stapler (it morphed at some point) from the POV of a you child.
-Stabbed a Skyrim orc in the neck with a knife. I was on an island of some sort and he and a group of others landed and were searching for me.
-Killed someone in a gunfight... well, I might have. If I recall correctly me and another guy were ambushed by a group in some hills. It was mostly just shooting at their silhouettes in the distance so I'm not actually sure I hit anyone. I ended up running away after my friend was killed.
What I really want to do is learn lucid dreaming. Not gonna lie, if I can do it there's probably going to be some murdering.
From memory I have:
-Threatened a villain character with a box cutter/stapler (it morphed at some point) from the POV of a you child.
-Stabbed a Skyrim orc in the neck with a knife. I was on an island of some sort and he and a group of others landed and were searching for me.
-Killed someone in a gunfight... well, I might have. If I recall correctly me and another guy were ambushed by a group in some hills. It was mostly just shooting at their silhouettes in the distance so I'm not actually sure I hit anyone. I ended up running away after my friend was killed.
What I really want to do is learn lucid dreaming. Not gonna lie, if I can do it there's probably going to be some murdering.
Beat one of my friends to death while he screamed... Also, rape.
I woke up pretty mad at myself.
The most disturbing parts of my dreams are usually things that happen to me, not what I do to others. Usually I'm the good guy.
I woke up pretty mad at myself.
The most disturbing parts of my dreams are usually things that happen to me, not what I do to others. Usually I'm the good guy.
My doctor was tapering me off Adderral XR because we wanted to try methylphenidate (the non-stimulant ADHD medication) and, even though I usually have very vivid dreams, I had some especially horrific ones while I was withdrawing.
The normal really terrible ones are those where I commit some horrific crime, but it's never graphic. Usually it will be murder but only in that it will be a friend or a coworker or classmate turning up dead and this vague feeling that I'm directly responsible and terrified I will be found out. But when I was tapering down, I had very vivid and very graphic first-person point of view dreams of violently raping and/or murdering people I care about. It scared me. Apparently this is a common withdrawal symptom especially for stimulant medications and other drugs, but it was odd because it was my only symptom. Even so. It was made all the worse that I'm prone to night terrors to begin with.
And the punch-line to this? Methylphenidate apparently, on its own, can cause some truly whacked-out dreams.
The normal really terrible ones are those where I commit some horrific crime, but it's never graphic. Usually it will be murder but only in that it will be a friend or a coworker or classmate turning up dead and this vague feeling that I'm directly responsible and terrified I will be found out. But when I was tapering down, I had very vivid and very graphic first-person point of view dreams of violently raping and/or murdering people I care about. It scared me. Apparently this is a common withdrawal symptom especially for stimulant medications and other drugs, but it was odd because it was my only symptom. Even so. It was made all the worse that I'm prone to night terrors to begin with.
And the punch-line to this? Methylphenidate apparently, on its own, can cause some truly whacked-out dreams.