GvidaZ said:
Whats the most important thing that happend to you today?
I stopped my friend dying from an overdose this morning.
I'm a fool because she told me before she proceeded to kill herself that she was a transwoman too.
I had no idea. I've known her for 2 years now, and not once have I suspected she was like me.
I used to say things like "I know you hate your life, but if it's any consolation, I'm jealous of you being born your desired gender, so not everything is all THAT bad".
On top of that she has Multiple Sclerosis.
I feel awful, she told me like half an hour before trying to kill herself that she started on oestrogen 2 years ago.
I had no idea. she looks completely cisgendered and sounds the same. I.... fuck, I feel awful.
I'm such a *****. If she had told me... I maybe could have helped her.
She helped me come out to my parents, some ***** called her 'sir" in the grocery store this morning, and that's what triggered it. I doubt the ***** has any idea that her sentence had drastic consequences on a young girl's life.
I rang the ambulance and gave them her address while I talked on the phone trying to keep her awake and talking. Listening to her get less coherent, and slurr and start to feel "numb" on the phone... i think it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life.
They got to her in time and she's alive at least, but I can't stop thinking about what if I had been too late?
Today... really sucked.
Even though I preordered Deus Ex: Human revolution Augmented edition, and saw Tangled, today really really sucked... :'(
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