Once again i have come to a roadblock in my career as an independent reviewer. Last Month my mother told me she had read all my back reviews and told me she was ashamed of how i criticized others work. This got me to start looking at the story of films in a more deeply philosophical way...almost to the point that the last month my film watching has been the influential on my life. Not to say that there were still some pretty down right awful films. however the fact remains that no matter the quality of a film we cannot escape the fact that there is always going to be a lasting effect on us the viewer. whether it be sadness, fear, or adrenaline fed longing for adventure the fact remains that we are effected the films we view whether we wish to be or not. Guess the only way you the escapist can really comment is to tell me how either agree or disagree with my new found idea of film. also i'd like to know what films have effected you the most.