Because all eldar will meet such a fate.Gaz6231 said:
I'd say '09 was my worst year so far. A lot of depressing stuff happened that year.
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I'd say '09 was my worst year so far. A lot of depressing stuff happened that year.
2008 was absolutely shitty for me. My grandmother, aunt and dog all died that year within a few months of each other, fell into a bad depression (I'm fine now), and had to drop out of school. (but re-enrolled into an alternative high school that was by far better than the 'normal' school so that part wasn't all bad.)
Yeah, Warham (as Something Awful likes to call it, players being 'hams) is part of what made '09 a bad year for me. Starting two new armies at a total of 5000pts. ain't cheep.Gaz6231 said:
That's too bad man, 2010's been my best year I think. My worst year... it was probably 2008, that said I haven't had many years so I'll definitely have worse.
This year.
Lost the few remaining friends I had in January, got no hope for the future, two failed suicide attempts(I'm a pussy), have had social phobia for a few years but I've developed anxiety and depression out of it a bit over a year ago so I've been eating every kind of anti-depressant there is to get better.
The only thing I've done for 1 ½ years now is laying at home playing video games. >.<
Lost the few remaining friends I had in January, got no hope for the future, two failed suicide attempts(I'm a pussy), have had social phobia for a few years but I've developed anxiety and depression out of it a bit over a year ago so I've been eating every kind of anti-depressant there is to get better.
The only thing I've done for 1 ½ years now is laying at home playing video games. >.<
2009. Having a suicidal and mentally unstable friend latch to you for emotional dependence at all hours of the day is not a pleasant feeling. I swear the stress from that shaved ten years off my life. By the end of the first three months, I lost twenty pounds, which is not good for me.
Still recovering.
Still recovering.
The worst year of my life? Um...well, I often have bouts of barely controlled rage...the best part (comparatively) is when I can find time to myself during the event, and I have the privacy to punch and hammer fist the windows of my car, elbow strike the seat cushions repeatedly, and thrust kick the seats until my anger was spent.
The disturbing part is when I start to apply a blood choke to the head rests, imagining them to be real necks, which causes me to try and twist them as violently as I can.
So, the worst year of my life...um...yes?
The disturbing part is when I start to apply a blood choke to the head rests, imagining them to be real necks, which causes me to try and twist them as violently as I can.
So, the worst year of my life...um...yes?
I spent all of 1995 in the Massachusetts mental health system as a result of my mother having me committed because she didn't want me in the house anymore. Do I win?
If that doesn't count, then 1992. I blew out my pitching shoulder in April of that year, at age 14. Quickly learned that a lot of my so-called friends were only interested in coattail riding because having a curveball that nobody can hit apparently makes you popular. I'd caught the attention of some scouts and for most people that means "I better get to know this guy in case he makes it and I can mooch off him someday."
So I sank into a deep depression and deeper drug problem. All of the above culminated in the first suicide attempt of my life on January 11, 1993.
If that doesn't count, then 1992. I blew out my pitching shoulder in April of that year, at age 14. Quickly learned that a lot of my so-called friends were only interested in coattail riding because having a curveball that nobody can hit apparently makes you popular. I'd caught the attention of some scouts and for most people that means "I better get to know this guy in case he makes it and I can mooch off him someday."
So I sank into a deep depression and deeper drug problem. All of the above culminated in the first suicide attempt of my life on January 11, 1993.
I wouldn't say any year is worth highlighting as the worst. Most have been... well, normal. Some fantastic highs, some abysmal lows and mostly just normal stuff going on. If you forced me to say one year, I would say 2008, the year of my bout with depression. But I've lead a pretty happy life so far and I have no plans on going back to that dark place.
I hope that you make it big and that all your hopes and dreams come true... Well, all the ones that don't involve the razing of my homeland
Dude.... I'm sorry. A true, blue Canadian sorry for you. No internet sarcasm at all. Seriously.SimuLord said:
I hope that you make it big and that all your hopes and dreams come true... Well, all the ones that don't involve the razing of my homeland
I don't have bad years. Bad events are to far apart to warrant it making a year bad. If we wanted to post all the bad things that HAPPENED thus year I could write a novel. But I can't tie a whole year down to being bad
BUt. If I had to say a year it be 2010.
- I crashed and burned to finish high school
- vie lost contact with all but 3-4 of my friends from high school.
- I had to work on a house Reno job for my cousin (I didn't have to. I volunteered for a day thinking they just needed my to help out for a coulee hours. It lasted 2-3 weeks all day) I got paid under half of minimum wage. I hate doing construction/Reno/manual labor work, the work itself was stream,y unfunny, the guy was alright, but he wanted me to do jobs I was unsuited for, and it just sucked. And he still hasn't paid me.
- I had to get a job at McDonalds when my mom got laid off. Its not terrible by any means. The people there are awesome, and tye pay is enough for me. But knowing I have to get up at 7am the next day to do 8 hours of flipping burgers is a day ruiner.
- The one thing that has consistently been the one positive and happy day of the week (my Youth group) has become empty to me.
- The girl I liked just up and disappeared. I only saw her once or twice a week. But we got along good. We didn't even really know eachithter for a while, then we started talking and just getting along ok. Then boom. I haven't seen or spoken to her in 6-7 months. She doesn't even post on Fb anymore (being one of those daily posters, this is weird) she could be dead for all I know.
- the same thing happened a couple months later.
Nit as bad as the OPs story. An Uncle died, who was awesome. But I handled it.
BUt. If I had to say a year it be 2010.
- I crashed and burned to finish high school
- vie lost contact with all but 3-4 of my friends from high school.
- I had to work on a house Reno job for my cousin (I didn't have to. I volunteered for a day thinking they just needed my to help out for a coulee hours. It lasted 2-3 weeks all day) I got paid under half of minimum wage. I hate doing construction/Reno/manual labor work, the work itself was stream,y unfunny, the guy was alright, but he wanted me to do jobs I was unsuited for, and it just sucked. And he still hasn't paid me.
- I had to get a job at McDonalds when my mom got laid off. Its not terrible by any means. The people there are awesome, and tye pay is enough for me. But knowing I have to get up at 7am the next day to do 8 hours of flipping burgers is a day ruiner.
- The one thing that has consistently been the one positive and happy day of the week (my Youth group) has become empty to me.
- The girl I liked just up and disappeared. I only saw her once or twice a week. But we got along good. We didn't even really know eachithter for a while, then we started talking and just getting along ok. Then boom. I haven't seen or spoken to her in 6-7 months. She doesn't even post on Fb anymore (being one of those daily posters, this is weird) she could be dead for all I know.
- the same thing happened a couple months later.
Nit as bad as the OPs story. An Uncle died, who was awesome. But I handled it.
