LG Jargon said:
Getting older, day by day.
That scares the living shit out of me.
...I need a hug. ;.;
Queen Michael said:
Okay, I thought about it. You know what I really don't look forward to?
My best friend not talking to me. My best friend's silence being caused by her depression, meaning I can't be mad at her for it either. So I just have to be by myself at home and have nobody at all. And that's what I don't look forward to this year. Now excuse me, I'm going to cry myself to sleep.
I'm sorry about this. I hope you're able to break through to her and talk with her; it sounds like she could really use your help. I know it must be tough; the feeling of utter hopelessness and helplessness, of stagnation and self-loathing... Please be patient and persistent; show her you care as much as possible. And good luck to you.
Yeah, about that... I just found out that my cell phone had been doing that thing where I don't get any texts. Like usual, I took out the battery and put it back again, and right away I got all the texts that people had been sending for four days. Most of them were from her. So luckily, I hadn't been as ignored as I thought.
Now, here's the strange part. I'm following her on Tumblr, where she still is active in order to keep up her good name and not lose any of her 1,000 followers. There, she told people that she was going on a date. I wanted her to talk to me, so I texted her a question about her date, in the hope that she might answer. She replied, but the reply didn't reach me so I didn't know that. Thus, i texted her with another question, and she replied again. So to her, we were having a conversation, and she didn't get why, later, I said she hadn't texted me once in five days.
