Things you never got over?

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Kenbo Slice

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My best friend of about 9 years deciding she doesn't want to be my friend anymore our senior year of high school. All because she was dating this guy who was a total douche, and that guy was a cheater. She didn't believe me and chose him over me and he dumped her and she slit her wrists and wound up in an insane asylum for a while. When I heard what happened it broke my heart. I've tried talking to her again, and she tries talking to me, but she continually pushes me away. She also puts up a front saying she doesn't need anyone but herself, which I know is bullshit.
 

ryanxm

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A Raging Emo said:
Ex-girlfriend having an abortion. Hit me hard.

Still feeling the effects today.
Man, I remember reading a post you made all about that girlfriend a year or two again. Again, so sorry to hear about that.

Myself personally? When I was younger my dog Lady died in the car on the way to vet. The thing I can't forget is how she started foaming at the mouth and staring at me and my brothers with such terrified eyes. Not a fun thing to think about.

Another time was when I got really, really, really mad for no reason and freaked out really, really bad. Haven't been very angry ever since that event, which seems like it happened a life time ago.

Oh, not big dramatic things? Uh...one time in kindergarden the teacher made me move my behavior card (remember those things?) when I shoved some kid who was trying to lick me at story time.
 

GistoftheFist

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I could easily type a phonebook-thick novel of things I never got over here, but i'll settle for the first one that comes to mind.

I very nearly got abducted at a mall once when I was six. I was walking with my dad, older brother and older sister. I was carrying some cheap toy we had just bought when out of nowhere some crazy old hag grabs my arm, starts literally dragging me another direction while snarling out rambling nonsensical gibberish at my face as i'm hop-skipping due to locking my feet. She snatched the toy I was holding out of my hand and threw it in a trashcan until _finally_ one of my idiot siblings noticed what was happening and alerted my dad. I remember clinging tight to my dad's jacket while he asked the lady what the hell she was doing, and she only just then realised "Oh, he looked just like my grandson. Sorry!" and casually dismissed the situation with a smile as she left. My dad took the now drenched and dirty toy out of the soaking trashcan and said it just goes to show you how quickly someone could be kidnapped.

I'm still bitter about it today. If I had been my own older brother I would have knocked her the fuck out and pressed charges for attempted kidnapping if she complained to mall security. I don't know what makes someone think "oops" is a good enough excuse for that.
 

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At my grade school my best friend went behind my back and accused me of doing several things that could have gotten me expelled if not for the fact that the principal knew I wasn't insane but since several teachers believed him my last few years in that school were not fun. It was one of the many reasons people say I'm a sociopathic and manipulative person, I mean I'm not good friends with anyone without having something on them so that they don't try to betray me, none of my friends know this but it's better that way.
 

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When I was younger there was a monthly magazine/book published called The Ancestral Trail. I collected it for years, but as I grew older I became less interested and decided that I'd cancel my subscription so I'd have a bit more pocket money. What I didn't know was that the next book was the last in the series. Over four years I'd been following that story and never got to see the end of it by one magazine.
 

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When I was a kid, I looooooved Star Wars. Growing up in the early 80's I had all the toys. Above them all I had two that I absolutely loved. The Rancor, and Ewok Village. I LOVED these toys. So much.

And my older brother broke them. He broke ewok village. Ewok. Fucking. Village.

o_o

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE!

(clearly I'm still not over it)

Oh and he broke the Rancor too. And all my thunder cats. And some of my battle beasts. Asshole...
 

Random Fella

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Back when I was playing Diablo 2, my brother and a friend of mine who lived close by also had characters
My brother was not further in the storyline than me, but my friend who came over a lot to play it was already in the last act and I hadn't even killed Diablo yet
I got jealous and deleted his save file, only to later blame it on a game malfunction, which was complete bullshit
Don't know why but even to this day I feel like such a dick for doing it, especially as I let jealousy over something that didn't even matter get the better of me.
 

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A few guys convinced me to buy WoW, abandoning me literally a day after I got it and started my toon. One of my friends (among those who convinced me) came over to my a place and built my character 'for me'. It was utter bullshit and I don't really speak with him anymore, not because of this mind you, mostly because he's an ignorant, egotistical, stubborn ass-dick.

On a more serious note, when I was 9-10ish I walked downstairs only to see the dog - a gigantic white fluffy Kuvasz - dead, stiff as a board, in the family room at the foot of the stairs. He was the first dog I ever had and I loved him to death, we'd had him since both me and my brother were born, making the dog 12ish .Even now I still have dreams where he is being taken from me and I wake up with tear stains on my face, and I rarely ever cry.

My freshman year of high school, one of my closest and oldest friends commit suicide. When I came to school that day I had heard he was on life suport and my heart nearly stopped when I heard what had happened. A few hours later, my teacher got an email saying he'd passed and she stood in the front of the class and cried, everyone else cried but me, which is what shocked me the most. The lack of emotion I showed still concerns me today, that whole time I wanted to be sad but for some reason I couldn't find any tears to cry or things to think about, but I was utterly devoid of any life for the couple of weeks. I do find myself thinking a lot deeper after this event though, pondering over things a lot harder than most.

To end lightly, the fact that I'm too much of a ***** to go up and talk to some girl who, granted, I don't know and only see in the passing periods at school, but am head-over-heels for anyway. :/ Makes it hard to sleep sometimes, which I find both creepy and concerning.
 

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Ix Rebound said:
not kissing the hottest girl in primary school when I should have
hell she was literally asking me to.
I thought it was your sister pranking you?
(I kid, I kid)

OT: Assholes at m old school...just....WOW they sucked.
 

Anthony Wells

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my little sister erased all my saves in my dragonball z buu's fury game...had all characters level 200 the best items and was planning on comparing 2 characters after collecting all the collectibles.. to this day i still dont let anyone play on a game of mine they could potentially erase..
 

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Marcus Kehoe said:
1. Every time I make an ass out of myself in front of a group of people I never can let it go. It can keep me up at night some times, and just the stupidest things to like honest mistakes or mis-following directions. things people forget about in a week I still remember after all these years.
This, this so much.

I remember a few embarrasing things from practically every year of my life since i was 5 or so. And even though i should be laughing about it, i feel awful whenever they randomly pop up and just can't let go. I wonder if they are the reason or a consequence of my insanely low self-esteem.


An awful thing i did that i can't (and shouldn't) forgive myself for (back when i was 12-14ish) is saying bad things behind the back of a friend (and cousin) because he got clingy and sort of annoying...he must've found out and aborted almost any contact with me since. I should've just said i'm sorry, even if it wouldn't have changed things.
I'm not really the guy who normally does something like this, even back then...but that just kinda makes it worse.


Genericjim101 said:
The death of my parents after taking a shortcut down an alley.
....sneaky
 

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My sister ripped the arm of my first teddy...

I cried...

I was 21 when it happened...

Still sad
 

Sonicron

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Being a wuss when it was time to man up.
When my mom died of cancer in '05, the hospital called early in the morning, alerting us that this would probably be the day. Everyone went to the hospital to be with her for her last few hours - everyone but me. No, I couldn't deal with it, and like a fucking coward I rang up a friend and told him I needed to crash at his place for a day... I just ran. I wasn't there for my mom, I didn't comfort her, I didn't say goodbye. And my little brother, usually the most irresponsible and unreliable sheep out of the entire flock, told me she died a minute after he told her I wasn't coming (after she'd apparently been asking about me again and again).
It still physically hurts when I think about it. I suspect I'll carry this pain and shame to the grave, and deservedly so.
 

Death Carr

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throwing a fit in primary school (due to bullying and whatnot) and smacking a kids headd into a brick wall and walking away as if nothing happened.

one of my exes dumping me with a smile and telling me that she would "see me around" there still remains a hole in my wall from that day, and I refuse to patch it up because it serves as a reminder to me to not take anything for granted
 

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Matt9102 said:
Yui dying in Angel Beats.

I hate myself. Every single time any Girls Dead Monster song comes on my iPod now, I immediately start crying. Dead serious.
They don't really die though. She's probably with Hinata now.
JoshTheREfan said:
No one welcoming me to the escapist :,( 'cries'
It's been so long since I've bothered typing this. I don't even remember all of it.

Welcome to the Escapist! Stay out of the basement (we have a basement?), don't feed the trolls, follow the rules, and enjoy your stay! Hope you have fun!

I remember the intro being longer. It's been over a year, so I really don't remember it all.
 

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Well my self esteem is irreverably screwed due to other kids always recognising me as different and excluding me, and me smiling being a que for people to make me feel bad. Which badly effects me due people thinking less of me as if I'm not confident in anything. I am confident, I just have a strong sense of caution.

I used to cry a lot about unfair things happening. Now I very rarely do, about anything. Takes death to do it now, and even then it has to be someone important to me. Either that or extreme pain or fear.
The friends I know now find it suprising that I'd be the type to cry at all, and my natural face is one people associate with depression, even though to me my face just feels normal, so people misunderstand my emotions. It's such a natural thing for my life that I had to think about it a lot just to get something to write down for this thread.

So I haven't gotten over people being dicks.
EDIT: That may not sound like a minor petty thing, but it's caused by minor things people did that they just thought was funny.
 

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ninonybox360 said:
Ix Rebound said:
not kissing the hottest girl in primary school when I should have
hell she was literally asking me to.
I thought it was your sister pranking you?
(I kid, I kid)

OT: Assholes at m old school...just....WOW they sucked.
please just stop..