KimberlyGoreHound said:
Well, some people might say I see or hear spirits...I'm not sure what my hallucinations are, but I'm pretty sure they're not ghosts.
You're not alone. I've been called a medium so many times but I'm not sure what to believe. I've had countless vivid and painful dreams about the deaths of people only to wake up in the morning, sit on my couch, turn on the news, and see the face of the dead person I dreamed about, dying the death I dreamed about. It makes me feel incredibly sick to my stomach. I have to turn it off and... leave.
After dreaming about dead people, I've opened text books in school and the very first random page that shows up, there were notes that said "please help me, I will not harm" in long scrawled writing, like the person didn't know how to use a pencil. I've shown the phenomena to others so I'm not just dreaming it up. I meditate and have seen some really funky stuff, too. Once, while far into the motions, I saw my room as if my eyes were open. All the details were there - threads on my curtains, dust particles in the air, scratches on furniture - except there was some guy sitting beside me, just watching, made completely out of light. I felt completely calm. He's shown up ever since whenever I meditate. What the fuck?
I'm very scientifically and logically inclined so I don't know what to make of it. I don't believe in ghosts or spirits, or at least not in the typical sense... Like, that Ghost Hunters show and all its spin-offs? Screw that. They're crazy. Screaming after ghosts and using machines that were never made for the purpose of paranormal pursuits, that's moronic. But I think I have reason to believe that there is
something there that we cannot fully understand, least of all these "ghost" hunters.
Otherwise, I never could 'see the future', feel cold spots, do remote viewing, or could ever predict what people were thinking. I don't see things and I don't hear things. I just have some really odd experiences that I can't ignore.