To do or not to do.

[Bradd94]

I basically made a promise to myself( a few years ago) to never do anything like this, knowing that doing so would mean being the very thing that I hated

You said you're thirteen. You made a promise to yourself a few years ago?
A few years ago, you would've been ten.

I don't think you should let a ten year old version of yourself call the shots, especially when it comes to sexuality because your teenage years are going to be very difficult if you're in the mind of a ten year old.

- And don't make such a big deal out of a natural thing either.
It won't kill you.
And if you have to ask if you should, then you can probably wait. You'll reach a stage where you want to do it without having to question whether its right, and thats when you should start.

 

[cameron112497]

Edit: ignore this post it was a double one

 

[cameron112497]

Im not trying to have my former self call the shots it's just that I absolutely hated it until about 12 months ago when I gradual started hating it less. Before it felt I was kind of torn. On the one hand I really wanted to, on the other hand I always felt it was morally wrong and I always try to do what is good(not meaning to toot my own horn) that's what I ment by a promise to myself. It started when I was about 10. Its hard for me to explain. And( I know this is stupid) I always felt a little superior for not giggling at sex jokes or whenever we study a certain "topic" in life science.


And I hope didnt I sound like an idiot with that.


Well as I have stated I already started it

 

[cameron112497]

I'm not exactly sure if this is the forum to ask this, and I don't want to create another thread but


I don't seem to get any pleasure from ejaculating which I find odd. First time I felt a high, third time I felt relaxing pleasure but all other times nothing.