Ugh, I can't pull the damn trigger!

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Iron Lightning

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I usually just harm the people that I particularly don't like and help the people which I do like. If pressed to describe how I play open-ended games, I would say "I try to not be a douchebag." Which usually means that I tend towards a neutral to moderately good alignment.
 

MattyDienhoff

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Depends on the game in my case, but I'm a bit of a softy in general.

I can kill random NPCs in a game like Grand Theft Auto and think little of it, perhaps because of the lack of punishment (beyond a wanted level, which, actually, is often fun), but mainly because pretty much everyone in GTA's dark, corrupt world deserves it somehow.

In games with more consequences to ones' actions (even if that's just a bad reputation), I find it hard to do evil deeds. For instance, in the first area in S.T.A.L.K.E.R.: Call of Pripyat, you can align yourself with the loner Stalkers (who are generally honest) or the bandits (who rob Stalkers and are generally complete dicks). On my last playthrough of the game I fully intended to align with the bandits (go the evil way) just to see what it was like, and despite my intentions I fell in with the stalkers anyway, I just couldn't help it.

Further, while sometimes I go after mutants with a vengeance, I often find myself feeling sorry for the blind dogs and I feel pangs of guilt when I hear them whimper after being shot. Nowadays I often find myself trying to avoid them so I don't have to kill them. Q_Q

Likewise in Deus Ex, I've always thought it might be cool to concentrate on upgrading heavy weapons skills and melee, and become a big walking tank who regards everyone with contempt, but I always end up being a stealthy mediator who solves disputes and gives starving kids candy bars.
 

Count Igor

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I can't even go 5 minutes...
My brother on the other hand, spent 15 minutes re-loading fallout 3, just to blow a granny's arms/legs off.
He's pure evil on games.
Whereas I killed my sister on Fable.
Could hardly sleep, so re-loaded about an hour beforehand just to save her.
It's pretty annoying.
 

BattlePope

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For all of what I've done in Dante's Inferno, it felt like one was blasphemous in that you are forgiving the damned, or the other one goes with insult to injury in that you brutalize the damned souls instead.

I don't like be evil in most games since I feel douchey or like I'm telling that game world that all I can really do to the concept of that realm is obliterate orphanages and blow up people that don't deserve my ire. I also try to be good because it helps me try to reaffirm the views I have about my interactions with others even though I'm not a very nice person to a complete stranger IRL(I lack empathy for most others on a scale of I can't really know what that person is saying is all that sincere), but on the other hand I'm an O.C.D. completionist so I'll soldier through the bad path to see the difference in storyline/plotpoints. Though I do like games where you can be Neutral Awesome and say "ha!" to anybody in game that judges you since you're that great! I'm fairly certain that when not in a cutscene, the chosen one is allowed to be a complete arsehole.
 

MattyDienhoff

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Oh, and in Half-Life 2 I have a peculiar soft-spot for the rebels (annoying as they are), and once managed to keep a particular female medic alive throughout a dozen firefights (almost the entirety of the ''Anticitizen One'' chapter).

In fact, here she is!
[http://img188.imageshack.us/img188/5241/20090801140029rebelstun.jpg]
 

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Cheery Lunatic said:
My friend and I were talking about inFamous the other day. He thought the Evil playthrough was ten times more fun than the "good" one. See, the problem with me is that I felt like such a flippin' douchebag that I couldn't play the evil half for more than 10 minutes. And that's for all "choose your destiny" video games. Yeah, I realize it all just boils down to pixels, but I still can't do it. I just feel so bad, as sad as that sounds.

I forgot where I read it, but turns out American gamers (not sure about European) have a harder time doing "evil" quests in comparison to the Japanese.

Who else has this problem?

Though I guess I'm asking the wrong crowd since a bunch of you guys are apathetic and antisocial (or at least what I've seen from posting here).
Rachni Goddamn queen No matter how much of a renegade I'm playing through mass effect as I just Can not bring myself to kill her I've tried over and over I've tried closing my eyes and just holding downright and x but when I hear the cue for the choice I just wuss right out. Its weird cause in real life screwing people over is one of the few things that brings me any actual pleasure but Killing a giant space bug? NEVER
 

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Budweiser said:
holy shit is your avatar from the movie "God Bless America" ? I just saw that movie today and I thought it was epic...
Yes it is.

And yes, it was a great film.
 

Suicidejim

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I will always take the good path, at least on my first playthrough of a game. If I end up playing through again, I will play the evil side, but I will feel guilty as sin every step of the way.
 
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In any moral choice centered game, I will always take a "mostly good" path the whole time. I generally pick the good options, except when it only hurts villains, or when the choice is just too heartless to pick the good option (if you've played infamous 1, you already know what was the only choice I picked evil for).

The reason for this is because my first playthrough is "natural". I insert myself into the game, and apply my own morality to my actions. And I'm a generally pacifistic, kindhearted, aspires-to-be-a-hero kind of person, so my choices in game reflect that.

In later playthroughs, though...I can role play. I started an Infamous 1 replay as evil, and I just let loose. I set myself into the role of what Cole would feel like if he felt everyone was unfairly hating him, and had the unlimited power to do to them what he pleased. And then wrecking everyone's shit became really really easy and enjoyable.

In fact, the most natural way I've seen Evil cole played was at a friend's place. My friend was scouring the city looking for the last blast shard and was getting really upset. Then some civilians threw rocks at him. My friend snapped and went on a rampage, blowing up everything in sight saying "LEAVE ME ALOOOONE!!!! ALL OF YOU!!!!". That was pretty awesome to watch. XD

So yeah, I generally play the good guy, but I can role play the bad guys if I want. It's actually kind of refreshing sometimes to just not care, because your enemies are merely pixels that cannot be harmed. :p
 

Leemaster777

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I'm with you, playing evil characters just doesn't feel right to me. I guess because, when I'm playing, I try to do what feels natural to me, but the vast majority of evil decisions are things I would never do, so it just doesn't feel like something I should do.
 

DugMachine

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I feel really uncomfortable playing stealth/snipe missions in games. Taking somebody out without them even knowing or having time to react just seems... wrong for some reason. Especially sniping, looking at some poor mob guard outside a building on a smoke break or something through my sniper scope, his life nothing more than a trigger pull and a bullet traveling faster than sound ripping through his skull.

Then I remember its a game lol :p. Could never do it in real life though. Only way i'd be able to kill somebody is if somebody was shooting back and me. Even then, i'd try to find a way to avoid killing the person.
 

JaceArveduin

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*looks at all the slaughtered towns in my New Vegas saves*

Nope, I don't have that problem at all. My current character is going to kill everything. Currently killing off the Legion and any stragglers I see, next up is the NCR.
 

thelonewolf266

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Yeah I have exactly the same problem as you I just can't bring myself to do the evil actions in games like Mass effect or bioshock and skyrim when the good option exists.Which is odd seeing as I have great fun mowing down civilians and cops in GTA.
 

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JaceArveduin said:
*looks at all the slaughtered towns in my New Vegas saves*

Nope, I don't have that problem at all. My current character is going to kill everything. Currently killing off the Legion and any stragglers I see, next up is the NCR.
I remember I didn't have 2000 caps when I got to the entrance of new vegas so I massacred the Kings and took all their stuff and sold it.

My Fallout character is evil. Always murdering people for no reason.
 

Jedoro

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I've got that problem. I love Fallout: New Vegas and have easily clocked hundreds of hours in my multiple playthroughs.

And in each and every one, I just have to put several bullets in Caesar's head.