Understanding people
- Thread starter Mcupobob
- Start date
Recommended Videos
Hmm.... To have fun, enjoy myself, and to be happy in general. Things change from time to time though, so idk if ill be feeling the same about it in a few days.
The answer
Or a way to stop caring about everything and just be a mindless, selfish, thoughtless, tasteless, hypocritical, greedy, sheep like every damn one else.
Seriously if someone could install an off switch in my mind I would greatly appreciate it, I hate caring and having such a conscience over every damn thing. I hate seeing something simple or immature that EVERYONE else likes and not being able to get into it. I just hate being me and having my morals values and views. Its painful, and I'd rather just be shit like everyone else.
Or a way to stop caring about everything and just be a mindless, selfish, thoughtless, tasteless, hypocritical, greedy, sheep like every damn one else.
Seriously if someone could install an off switch in my mind I would greatly appreciate it, I hate caring and having such a conscience over every damn thing. I hate seeing something simple or immature that EVERYONE else likes and not being able to get into it. I just hate being me and having my morals values and views. Its painful, and I'd rather just be shit like everyone else.
My only motivation is the same reason I read all the books and watch all the movies and anime that I do. I want to see how it ends.
I post here cause im bored, i vist escapist because of yahtzee and use to watch unforgotten realms, to keep living cause life is fun, and i dont go hide in my room cause my life is limited so i might as well bloody use it
"I wanna be the very best like no one ever was..."
No seriously, I just tell myself to do my best and that all the hard work in school and even in life will pay off in the end. It's not easy, but it'll be worth it... I hope. >_>
No seriously, I just tell myself to do my best and that all the hard work in school and even in life will pay off in the end. It's not easy, but it'll be worth it... I hope. >_>
It's kind of odd to sum up what makes me unique, but, in brief, I try to find the truth in every opinion; I laugh at the insanity in life; I try to help others; I break into spontaneous metaphors.Mcupobob said:
Seriously, though, everyone is unique in some way. That's why people can be so hard to understand.
love, lust and laughter. Those are the key drivers of my life, but i also feel that tug at the back of it all that says i want to be remembered for a long time after my death, to make a dent in the world.
I once desired to be understood, but i don't need to anymore.
I once desired to be understood, but i don't need to anymore.
To crush your enemies, to see them driven before you and to hear the lamentations of their women...
On a serious note, I think my motivations in life are to be happy as myself instead of feeling the need to pander to other peoples wishes. Possibly why I plan to move to a whole other country, so all ties with my life here and who I am can be cut. Money I certainly don't chase after. Winning the lottery would be nice, sure, but I'd still end up buying a second hand cheap car and some 2 bedroom house in a low price area because they are the type of people I know.
Love, that's slightly different, my inner jury is currently out on that topic, I haven't felt anything like it in such a long time that I have reason to doubt its existence, whilst at the same time I cling to some childish hope that it exists and will somehow make my life feel complete.
Ideally, I'd live in a smallish community on some forested mountainside with a nice bar that has a jukebox which has never heard of pop music, a close knit community where the people look out for each other. A porch that I could sit out on with a beer and a cigarette and watch the sun go down one balmy summers eve. A couple of big dogs like Irish Wolfhounds laying by my side, a kid or two playing in the garden. To be part of an active heathen community would be nice aswell.
Still, pipe dreams eh?
On a serious note, I think my motivations in life are to be happy as myself instead of feeling the need to pander to other peoples wishes. Possibly why I plan to move to a whole other country, so all ties with my life here and who I am can be cut. Money I certainly don't chase after. Winning the lottery would be nice, sure, but I'd still end up buying a second hand cheap car and some 2 bedroom house in a low price area because they are the type of people I know.
Love, that's slightly different, my inner jury is currently out on that topic, I haven't felt anything like it in such a long time that I have reason to doubt its existence, whilst at the same time I cling to some childish hope that it exists and will somehow make my life feel complete.
Ideally, I'd live in a smallish community on some forested mountainside with a nice bar that has a jukebox which has never heard of pop music, a close knit community where the people look out for each other. A porch that I could sit out on with a beer and a cigarette and watch the sun go down one balmy summers eve. A couple of big dogs like Irish Wolfhounds laying by my side, a kid or two playing in the garden. To be part of an active heathen community would be nice aswell.
Still, pipe dreams eh?
Philosophy, What and Why and How. So far it all comes back to evolution and survival. Everything stems from it in some way. Sometimes very very obscurely.