"There are consaquences, you know. To entering out of boredom. From such actions spring chaos, shatter famialies, and ruin lives. I know. From what ferdinand told me, I almost got this entire world uprooted and thrown away. I never wanted that. I just want to have a fair bit of fun, not to destroy an entire world. But I need to know how to limit myself, make it so I don't ruin everything! I need to stand! I need to yeild my madder side and weild my knowledge! I need to grow! Evolve! I need to understand! I need to grow up! I need to sit still! I need-" Doctor Com felt the rush of energy dissapate, "Who am I kidding. I'll never change! I'm just a big ball of madness! What use am I, in the end! NOTHING! I bearly did anything in the battle against satan other then just dance! I'm a failure! Pointless! Useless! What am I? But a shadow of another me! A branch of the origonal! I'm just a big ball of pointless!"
He sees tophat, "Whats going on?"
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Miles away, Ferdinand listens to the speech, and facepalms.