I look down, a tear falling from my cheek.
"I thought so. Sorry for asking..." I turn away from Gwen, sulking back to Four's ship. The gentle sniffles from me barely go above a whisper.
But where do I go from here? Do I accept fate as is? I have no way of getting off this planet. Once the world gets aware of my abilities, they will try to imprison me. Experiment on me. Replicate me. Its the nature of humanity to be evil towards each other. Because they don't understand. Besides a few dolphins and primates, humans are the only creatures that would kill each other for the hell of it. And from what I see, only the IS pilots have ascended. They experience no pain from each other, no threat from each other; They understand one another. Humans here.... They are nothing.
And now... I can't even go back to my own universe. There are thousands of Crusader experiments wanting release... And I'm not there. I should have died back in that dog-fight. Why did I live? I shouldn't have. The hit was just above the main reactor of my ship. That should have exploded. But no...
I look up at the skies, screaming painfully, releasing the anguish I have held for 3 months since Pesagi Alpha. Collapsing on my knees, my body starts shaking violently. I try to stop it, but no avail.
"I thought so. Sorry for asking..." I turn away from Gwen, sulking back to Four's ship. The gentle sniffles from me barely go above a whisper.
But where do I go from here? Do I accept fate as is? I have no way of getting off this planet. Once the world gets aware of my abilities, they will try to imprison me. Experiment on me. Replicate me. Its the nature of humanity to be evil towards each other. Because they don't understand. Besides a few dolphins and primates, humans are the only creatures that would kill each other for the hell of it. And from what I see, only the IS pilots have ascended. They experience no pain from each other, no threat from each other; They understand one another. Humans here.... They are nothing.
And now... I can't even go back to my own universe. There are thousands of Crusader experiments wanting release... And I'm not there. I should have died back in that dog-fight. Why did I live? I shouldn't have. The hit was just above the main reactor of my ship. That should have exploded. But no...
I look up at the skies, screaming painfully, releasing the anguish I have held for 3 months since Pesagi Alpha. Collapsing on my knees, my body starts shaking violently. I try to stop it, but no avail.