OOC: @Nail: ...Roland?
Than placed his hand under Phoenix's chin and forced her to look him in the eye. "...I am not omnipotent, nor am I omniscient...when it comes to the living. I never claimed to be. The reason why I have not sorted this mess out myself is because I. Am. Not. Allowed. No one being is allowed to have too much power. You really think you cannot win? Then you might as well throw yourself on a sword now, of course that would probably be...frowned upon by the judges. You want to avoid the Fields of Apostle (neutral afterlife)? You want to avoid being used and abused? I suggest you take control of your own like and figure out what it is you want to do with yourself. If you are not happy with what you believe to be your predesignated purpose, do not follow it. Make your own purpose." he said in a surprisingly calm tone.