"I shouldn't be like this though, it's selfish. Hundreds of Scath died that day. Aspirants younger than I am now, old mentors who'd lived their long lives. Everyone lost someone that day, over a disagreement." Eager to not think of the day much more he was glad of the change of subject and some colour returned to his eyes. "I've read about that. It's not something I've heard of a Scath doing either through lack of trying or lack of capability"