I constantly feel as though I should of been born in the future in some sort of future cityscape
I'm never really happy, although I have a pretty good life now, I hang out with my friends, i do alright at school, but I've always thought about the future I long for looking out of my apartment window at night in a dark blue tinted room and just stare at the beautiful utopia at night and for some reason lately (as in 2 years I get zero real entertainment from hanging out with people, or just staying home.
This sounds pretty ridiculous, I know but the only time I've ever felt truly at piece was when I was in Niagara falls and it was at night, and raining but I just went to the top floor of the hotel and looked on at the city across the river and i just stared there for at least an hour at the glowing city below.
Also I really have been getting sick of the pop culture and the stereotypical "right" and "wrong", and the ignorant people of this world, and I hope that at least my children (assuming we all don't die in some world ending event) grow up in some more accepting world.
Wow i typed a lot feel free to make fun of me/not read whatever it's just something that i constantly think about