CpT_x_Killsteal said:
Because of a medical condition causing me great amounts of pain, I had to leave school. I live in the bush away from other people so there goes my social life. Medical condition sitll hurts so I can't go anywhere anyway.
I'm sorry to hear that. I have migraines and other health stuff that makes it tough to know when I can be social, but not that bad.
But my mother's developed Complex Regional Pain Syndrome in her hand, and the implications of chronic pain are finally sinking in in my mind, and that's really hard to cope with. And I'm not the one with it.
In general, though, life always astounds me with its wonders, all the blessings I've received, and the sheer wizardry that is the technology we live with every day. And for a long time, I've recognized this even when I'm feeling grim, and it doesn't perk me up. I suppose a part of growing up is that even the most magical of things in our life begin to feel abbreviated and mundane, but in addition to being a favorite medium for me to experience, video games also make a successful distraction that make me stop thinking dark thoughts. Books just aren't engaging enough when I'm upset, and I have bad associations with the very act of sitting down and watching shows/movies by themselves. Video games are something safe and special to me. Mild problem solving and a sensation of having a choice just soothe me so well.
The only thing is, now I need to play To the Moon, and if what I've been told is correct, its gonna make me cry. :<