I trolled through all 24 pages, read every reply and it seems to me there is nothing but a bunch of Metal, Goth, Hard Rock, and other stuff. whatever happened to the good classic stuff like The Rolling stones, Meatloaf. Some classic country like Bocephus. (If you don't know who Bocephus is I pity you)
I'm not saying that your Goth, Metal stuff is bad (although I personally wouldn't listen to it.) I'm just saying get some variety in your life. (And possibly some psychiatric counseling if you really believe your life is that depressing).