Circleseer said:
Doesn't it get to you that whilst you signed up voluntarily to help your family, you might be destroying families of others by killing men who had no choice but were forced to sign up?
I'm not trying to be offensive, but this has always bothered me most about the army.
It's not up to me to be the thinker. What I do know is that while I was there, I really helped people. The media doesn't often look at it from our point of view. While my training is to be the first in and blow things up GO 'MURCA, we put up power lines and gave plumbing and running water. Generators for isolated places. Medicine, food, everything. We go where we're told, and sometimes we get shot at.
And when the bullets start flying, all philosophy and philanthropy go out the window.
When I just got done patching up a kid that got his leg blown off from an IED that some Afghani fanatic laid down in the middle of a village that we weren't even in, I think of who I'm dealing with. They are insane. Bin-Laden's own son Omar commented how dangerously insane these people are.
So yes, I'm bothered by the fact that sometimes, a wife will not see her husband. But when your husband blows up children, maybe I'm doing you a favor. I don't want to think too hard about it, I'm just doing my job. Part of that includes living to bring aid to the next village, which sucks for the people who shoot at me. We rarely fire the first round. We detain and secure more often than not.
Come to think of it, there's been a LOT of times I've heard from other units and squads that they couldn't even return fire without permission. Imagine that.