Make a video game from one of my ideas: I have more or less an intro and outro written for most of my stories, but no means to connect them. I'm not good at filling in the blanks. I AM however great at coming up with mechanics of games, and am decent at level design.
Write a short story or Novel: I have a few ideas, one I have about 90% done.... in my brain. Basically it's an autobiography where situations I have been in are slightly exaggerated or how I would handle them knowing how things would end anyways. My character is also an anthropomorphic wolf (Which more or less represents how distant I felt form my fellow man growing up)
Get a Tattoo(or 2 or 3, I have several I want): I have 3 designs I want. If you want to know check any of the tattoo threads that exist. I've posted them SEVERAL times. Thing is, I don't have a high pain tolerance so I wouldn't be caught dead in a tattoo parlor by myself. Also, I would like to go to one with a very good reputation. None of the designs are to intricate (A triangle with 7 circles, a Dragonfly, and the Bioshock chain tattoo), but I don't want them to turn out shitty.
TRAVEL: I HATE LIVING IN SMALLTOWN, OHIO. It's boring and I have to drive about a half hour to do anything worthwhile, and even then options are pretty limited. I would prefer to live in a small city, but I couldn't move that far away from my friends and family. Luckily, I'm going down to Florida for a week in about a month, so hopefully I'll get my traveling out of my system for a bit with that.
Get into a meaningful relationship: I've had 2 relationships that lasted past the first or second date. The first lasted about 2 years, and once it started getting physical it devolved to being purely physical, which made it more trouble than it was worth. I realized I didn't even like the girl and just stayed with her to get laid. The other one I was a rebound. We went out shortly after she broke up with her ex, about a week later he begged her to take him back. She stayed with me leading me on, and I'm fairly certain they hooked back up. After another few weeks I broke it off since I couldn't take it anymore. Good News: I'm more comfortable talking about sex (having finally had it), and I'm more open to other peoples kinks. I wont go into anymore detail here though. I just want a relationship where there is an emotional AND physical attraction that lasts longer than the first time we have sex.
after the last dozen rejections, I seriously started developing issues, can't even bring myself to touch people anymore, and I haven't had so much as a hug from anyone in going on 9 months now...
