Last night, I was playing some Skyrim before bed. It's important to note that I was playing the PC version, and that I have several mods for things like arrow fletching, LOTR weapons, Sound Enhancements, and a Burnt Corpses mod. I played for roughly 30 minutes, and I ended up experiencing one of the saddest non-scripted moments in my 86-hour playthrough.
I was in a mood to show off my fancy graphics or whatever, so I was in the process of taking tons of screenshots when this moment occurred. I will try to insert visual aides into my post via image tags and spoilers, so that you can visualize these events as they happen.
I started off by visiting the starting town of Riverwood to chop some wood. I only needed one. It was for a LOTR bow I was trying to forge. I didn't have an axe, so I started to forage for one. As I did, a gleaming gold Elder Dragon came out of nowhere and started burning the town.
I smiled and sat around taking screenshots as he sprayed flames at the guards and landed on the houses.
After I'd had my fill, I shot the dragon full of arrows, and it fell dead at the little bridge that crosses the river, between the wood chopping blocks and Alvor's forge.
Only as it's head drooped into the stream and it's wings fell to the ground did I notice the charred remains. This poor man died in searing flames so I might take down the mighty beast.
Who is it? One of the guards? A random passerby? No, as I stood over the burnt carcass, I saw that it was Alvor. The lowly blacksmith that took me in all those many hours ago. He gave me everything. I was an Imperial, on the run with nowhere to go. He let me into his home, lent me his spare iron armor, and now he had even laid down his life to save the Dragonborn he barely knew.
I laid him out properly, mourning the NPC who took me in and shared his every possession with me. It was the best I could do. It was the most I'd ever done.
As I walked to the forge, I noticed another charred corpse in the street. It was Sigrid, Alvor's wife. Curled up and completely burned, you could see she died in agony and fear.
I dragged her to her husband's body, and joined their hands. Their resting place on the bridge, next to the bones of the Elder Dragon, was the most dignified resting place I could put together for them.
As I held a moment of silence, I realized I'd created an orphan. How do you tell an NPC that their parents died in flames while you took screenshots?
I chopped my damn firewood.
As I finally, solemnly, put the axe back where I found it and trudged to the forge, A courier appeared at the other end of the village. They're not an uncommon sight, if you're traveling the roads. That was, until he walked up to me, right before I could access the forge, and handed me a note with 90 coins attached. Mentioned something about an inheritance. Told me he was sorry for my loss.
I read the note.
Not even 5 minutes had passed since his death, and I had already received Alvor's will. He named me his inheritor. He'd literally given shelter, his life, and his entire inheritance to this adventurer. I'd only ever treated him as "just passing through". Our few conversations consisted of me buying the odd ingot for my smithing needs, or making use of his forge.
The Forge was mine. The house was mine. His every saved-up gold coin was mine. I presume I've inherited a little autistic orphan child who doesn't understand that her parents are dead, and only knows four or five sentences.
It's hard to describe the guilt one feels in a moment like that. It's not like real life, these are just 1s and 0s. The problem is, I still felt something a little more. Riverwood was a place of comfort, of safety. Nobody could ever die there. I was a god among men, barely batting an eyelash at the threat of a dragon. But Alvor was no such thing. He was never meant to die. Those villagers were finite, vulnerable, with names and perhaps even questlines that could be lost forever. I failed, not through dying myself, but by failing to protect the citizens who needed me. Worse, the citizens I failed to protect were two of the most generous NPCs in all of Skyrim. They never asked me for anything. They were supposted to be my reminder of where I came from, perhaps also a simple vendor for smithing products and low-level weapons. Many players may scoff at my sadness, but the fact of the matter is, I still lost innocent people I can never get back (no, I won't use the console) and the game rewarded me for my failure by handing me the remnants of the lives I couldn't (or didn't) save.
So, fellow Escapists, I ask you: What is the saddest non-scripted moment you've experienced? I'd love to read your stories (bonus points if they're illustrated with screenshots or "artist's renderings")
I was in a mood to show off my fancy graphics or whatever, so I was in the process of taking tons of screenshots when this moment occurred. I will try to insert visual aides into my post via image tags and spoilers, so that you can visualize these events as they happen.
I started off by visiting the starting town of Riverwood to chop some wood. I only needed one. It was for a LOTR bow I was trying to forge. I didn't have an axe, so I started to forage for one. As I did, a gleaming gold Elder Dragon came out of nowhere and started burning the town.








I chopped my damn firewood.

As I finally, solemnly, put the axe back where I found it and trudged to the forge, A courier appeared at the other end of the village. They're not an uncommon sight, if you're traveling the roads. That was, until he walked up to me, right before I could access the forge, and handed me a note with 90 coins attached. Mentioned something about an inheritance. Told me he was sorry for my loss.
I read the note.


The Forge was mine. The house was mine. His every saved-up gold coin was mine. I presume I've inherited a little autistic orphan child who doesn't understand that her parents are dead, and only knows four or five sentences.
It's hard to describe the guilt one feels in a moment like that. It's not like real life, these are just 1s and 0s. The problem is, I still felt something a little more. Riverwood was a place of comfort, of safety. Nobody could ever die there. I was a god among men, barely batting an eyelash at the threat of a dragon. But Alvor was no such thing. He was never meant to die. Those villagers were finite, vulnerable, with names and perhaps even questlines that could be lost forever. I failed, not through dying myself, but by failing to protect the citizens who needed me. Worse, the citizens I failed to protect were two of the most generous NPCs in all of Skyrim. They never asked me for anything. They were supposted to be my reminder of where I came from, perhaps also a simple vendor for smithing products and low-level weapons. Many players may scoff at my sadness, but the fact of the matter is, I still lost innocent people I can never get back (no, I won't use the console) and the game rewarded me for my failure by handing me the remnants of the lives I couldn't (or didn't) save.
So, fellow Escapists, I ask you: What is the saddest non-scripted moment you've experienced? I'd love to read your stories (bonus points if they're illustrated with screenshots or "artist's renderings")