First of all, you suffer an amnesia attack. All you remember is language and that your family that you love very dearly (the fact that you don't remember anything else emphasises this fact), and your best friend, who you trust with absolutely everything. Said family are right in front of you, tied up and begging for your help. you yourself are not tied up, but cannot either speak nor move, so it looks to your family like your just doing nothing.
Then your best friend comes into the room. This person then procedes to torture and rape your family, one by one. Once he/she has finished this, he/she then scalps them alive (removing their scalp with a knife), and shoots them in the stomach, where their guts fall out, and they finally die. All through this it looks to your family as though your standing there doing nothing to help them.
Then, your best friend skins you alive, but not your entire body - only your limbs, to make sure you do not die just yet. Then he/she pours salt onto your limbs. And lemon juice. And tabassco. after removing all your nails, gagging you, and breaking all of said limbs, your best friend states how he/she hated you all along, how your family will never forgive you, and how you will not be missed when you die. Your then chucked into a freezing cold cell with no light, no sound, no nothing, and locked up where you starve to death (you do not die of thirst because the cell periodically fills with water, very nearly drowning you but un-flooding just seconds before you drown)