hmmmmm
never really thought about it.
I guess the same thing that is more likely to eventually drive me at a certain degree of insane. My so boring life. Nothing bad, but nothing that good ever happens, always the same thing, and if I try to plan things ahead, well it just end up failing in a way or another. Strangely enough, as I try to break that monotony, I still keep failing, but a little less every time, or most of the time, problem is, with that monotony switching, so is the pissed off version of me starting to slightly show up. Unless it was simply always there, but I kept it hidden from others by lying to myself about many of my priorities and morals. Well, I'll stop thinking too much into it, never made any good, especially since I'm at school/college/university and I got other stuff to think about. Anyhow, other than that, I guess some music and games now and then, I should actually start playing music instead of procrastinating. If you read through this, have a nice day/night.