I want to live to be 70 or so, have kids, grandkids, and see how my family goes. Who stays, who goes, if I actualy have a family, that sort of stuff. I also wanna see where my life takes me.
Now death on the other hand. I'm afraid to die. Yeah I admitted it, leave me alone. I'm not afraid of dying itself, like if it's painful, yeah, but if it's peaceful then I'll embrace it. I'm scared of what comes next. Is it god? reincarnation? NOTHING? Nothing is what I'm afraid of. I know, I know, "you'll be dead it doesn't matter" But it freaks me out now.
There's my rant.
Now death on the other hand. I'm afraid to die. Yeah I admitted it, leave me alone. I'm not afraid of dying itself, like if it's painful, yeah, but if it's peaceful then I'll embrace it. I'm scared of what comes next. Is it god? reincarnation? NOTHING? Nothing is what I'm afraid of. I know, I know, "you'll be dead it doesn't matter" But it freaks me out now.
There's my rant.