I'm slowly losing the last two friends I have (they actually invited me to hang out with them for the first time since July [and even then they only invited me because I accidentally found out about their plans and they felt like they had to][and I'm pretty sure they're only me out this time is because it's one of their birthday and I know when it is] for next week). And I have to wait until next year in collage before I start meeting new people and have the first fresh start of my life (i've been going to school with the same people since I was 3). And while I could probably start talking to people around me more it would be pointless to start a relationship with a person I will never see again in 5 months. I have no social skills, my teachers are telling me they think I'm crazy {not the fun kind}, I just come home and sleep everyday, I'm not doing particullarly well in school (better than last year, but it's not like I'm on the honor roll), lost my job, am slightly overweight, I might have a breathing problem that I have to have a doctor check out, I spend literally all my time on the computer and even that is starting to drive me crazy now. I'll be buying a car in the next couple weeks (with the money saved from my last job) so now I'll have a much easier time getting to work and might actually meet new people, and at the very least It'll kill time (which is all I want to do at the moment). So there's that.