Where are you in your life ? and are you happy?

[PatchlingZoon]

23, just graduated college, living at home. looking for fulltime work as i do odd jobs and craigslist errands on the side. feeling a little left out in my social circle because nearly all my closest friends went corporate, are making four times the money i am, and are Apple product-whores now. people say i have incredible raw potential but went down the wrong academic/career paths. i guess i still have time to change that, if my college debt permits so. despite the setbacks, i have a girlfriend with whom i'm very happy, a pen that keeps moving, and hobbies that keep me sane.

i guess i'm okay. i'm not super happy with life, but i'm learning to enjoy.

 

[Limie]

I've finally settled in at uni and i'm loving it. Just being able to go feels like such an achievement as my course is very competetive and i don't come from an acedemic background.

 

[Slash12]

18, in college, just drifting through life. Not very fond of the classes that are related to the major that I am in, problem is that I can't tell if I don't like the content or the class. I also have to try and find out what to minor in but I don't seem to have any interest in anything so nothing productive is happening on that front. I'm really just trying to figure out what I want to do with my life because I don't even have something as simple as a goal in that aspect. The problem is that now every year I can't figure out what I would be interested in, I'm bleeding money due to College fees...

 

[AngloDoom]

Studying in University, one of the top of my class last year, pretty confident if I put the time in I'll get the grade I want. Found a new hobby which is cheap, really fun, and happens often. Have a girlfriend, she is also cheap, really fun, and we get happenin' often (I kid!)

All-and-all, I'm pretty happy with life now. If I fuck it up, it's my own fault and I have to face that- just how life should be.

 

[Ironic Pirate]

14, in high school. Fairly depressed, because while I have a fair amount of friends, I get cripplingly anxious around new people. I am literally unable to order food from restaurants without having a panic attack. I also have a hard time focusing, and my grades have been slipping because I can't make myself pay attention.

In math today, I spent the beginning of the class planning where to hide a body should I ever kill some one, and the second half how I'd kill myself. These thoughts just don't seem healthy, especially because I was almost disappointed when I realized most of the suicide methods would hurt a bit. I'm almost scared of my self...

 

[Sandernista]

16, in and out of depression (though I have no reason to be sad at all).

In high school getting mediocre grades and amazing test scores.

Have an abusive father who thankfully I haven't seen in a couple weeks.

Great girlfriend and horrible brother. Awesome combination

 

[DSEZ]

15 in high school,only reason i go to school anymore is for wrestling and lacrosse teachers are complete idiots,grades are all A's,live with both my parents,gotten in quite a few fist fights cant say i regret it though,

 

[TriggerOnly]

14, in high school. Fairly depressed, because while I have a fair amount of friends, I get cripplingly anxious around new people. I am literally unable to order food from restaurants without having a panic attack. I also have a hard time focusing, and my grades have been slipping because I can't make myself pay attention.

In math today, I spent the beginning of the class planning where to hide a body should I ever kill some one, and the second half how I'd kill myself. These thoughts just don't seem healthy, especially because I was almost disappointed when I realized most of the suicide methods would hurt a bit. I'm almost scared of my self...

I use to get anxious too, to the point i wouldn't leave the house. For what its worth and coz I was once there the 2 best things you can do is. 1st don't think about it. It makes it worse you think about doing the thing you get anxious about, then you think about the feeling you get from it then you don't want to do it. Witch makes you think about it all over again. So don't think just do. Wing it! witch brings me to the 2nd keep doing what ever makes you anxious, the more you do it the easier it gets. I cant say the feeling go's away but you will deal with it better.

and i use 2 think about suicide. I new i would never do it, but in a way thinking about all the different ways of killing my self, made we feel better. you name it I've thought of it.

 

[Tohru_Readman]

I'm 25

Happy with:

-My Partner
-My Friends
-Social Life in general

Hate:

-Still living at home with my folks (I don't hate my folks, I'm just dying to move out)
-My Job (the company and the wage)

 

[Monkfish Acc.]

Eighteen, halfway to nineteen. Got sick at eleven, dropped out of school at thirteen. Still sick.
I am pretty much useless in every way. I can tell it breaks my poor mother's heart, she put all her cards in me. Silly woman still likes to pretend I am going to suddenly grow a life back.
I am pretty much the scum of society. I live off of disability benefit, and don't contribute anything back. Kind of a parasite, really.
About the only thing I look forward to is my family finally realising I'm not worth it and dropping me so I can slowly destroy myself in peace.

Pretty fucking happy with my lot in life, though!
LOLOL NOT

 

[Ignatz_Zwakh]

20. Dropped out of college 2 years ago after realizing my program was a joke. Then my girlfriend broke up with me and I spent a few months in a slightly vegetative state. ><
Now I'm writing a novel and working full-time at a videostore to pay rent. Life is actually pretty good.

 

[sheogoraththemad]

I'm 15
living with my dad (and lil sister) and we get along perfect.
I hate my mum, I don't even consider her mum anymore, but that's all fine with me.
I have a bunch of good friends
school is going well (my last year finally!)

things go well for me but I guess there are things I still want

 

[SovietSecrets]

19 and in college. I have been in a pretty bad spot for the past month and a half with my life so trying to work my way out of that now. Going pretty good, just taking one thing at a time and improving my life little by little.

 

[Bobbovski]

I'm 25 and trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. I've recently flown out of the nest and is living on my own for the first time in my life, I've also left my home town and my friends behind. I'm currently studying biology/ecology at the university but I'm not sure if that's what I want to work with. So right now I'm trying to figure out if I should continue to study or if I should get an apartment in my home town and start searching for jobs again.

I have a good life, but like I said I'm not sure what I want to do with my life. There are so many things that seem fun or interesting that I could work with but it seems like all of them have some major flaw that make them kind of sucky.

 

[rokkolpo]

I'm 17.

feeling pretty good.
have a few good friends. a lot of normal friends.

yeah school and stuffs.
flirting with girls a lot, not looking for a relationship, just fun.

I'm having a great time. apart from stupid tests on school that are unnecessary in my opinion.
but yeah nothing new there.

 

[FinalHeart95]

I'm 15, going through sophomore year in high school. Towards the end of marching band (only two more weekends left of competition) and I'm basically spending my free time either at marching band or doing homework. I usually get sundays free from marching band, so I'll be social then, but this weekend I actually don't get Friday, Saturday, OR Sunday off. Can't complain really, the competitions are fun. As for personal life, I love my parents, they're awesome. Got a good group of friends, no depression, not anything BAD really. I have to say I'm pretty happy. Could I be happier? Sure. But anyone could be happier.