Why are you deppresed today?

[Klarinette]

I wouldn't say I'm depressed. Not right now, anyway. I'm Bi-Polar, so I go from one extreme to the other, in a matter of minutes. Right now, I'm pretty neutral... just a little bored. Hoping for a manic fling tonight; I have some cleaning to do, and it only ever seems to happen in the middle of the night, when I get manic.

I have type 1 diabetes, no medical insurance (thanks a lot, college), and a low paying job (thanks a lot, Gamestop). The girl I'm in love with won't talk to me because of a lie told to her by one of my former friends, and that same person caused the majority of my friends to avoid and/or ignore me, so basically I'm alone 24/7 (except when I'm working, but stupid people don't count). All this piled up onto my clinical depression, and the fact that the only thing holding me back from my dream of being a published writer is my own laziness.

HOORAH!

I love having diabetes, it allows me to do this.

Fuckin' ace.

Anyway, gotta say, not that depressed right now, just found another diabetic.

My brother's also Diabetic. Type 2, but still.

 

[Mgsfan]

i was going out with a really good girl that i still have feelings for but now im going out with a really good friend and i feel guilty for still having feelings for the other girl

 

[Arkhangelsk]

Woo, I'm depressed today too! This time, because Jesper Strömblad left In Flames!

 

[zohmbee]

I complain about this a lot but this is a thread for depression, so I feel at home.

Where shall I begin? I have no job, ergo no money. I need money to move, I need money to buy my mum a present for her birthday, and my friend something for his and I also need the money to pay for a plane ticket for a visit. That is, if he decides he WANTS to come here. His girlfriend may not like him coming to see his friend, who just happens to be female. In total, that's around three thousand dollars. I hate school because I'm bored, all the time, no matter what class it is or the difficulty. I just can't focus. Every teacher hates me because of that.

None of my friends want me around for one reason or another, I haven't talked to my one friend in days, and we can't text anymore because it's expensive for international texting and I'm getting him in trouble. Y'think it'd be a little cheaper texting from Canada to the US and vice versa. He hasn't moved to the UK yet and I know as soon as he does I'll never get to talk to him because of time zones and his girlfriend.

And I really like this guy. Who lives in a different country. Who has a girlfriend. Who has said he likes me too. And tomorrow is Valentines Day so that's going to be even more fun, imagining all the things they're saying to each other. And if you read all of this PM me, I'll give you a cookie or something.

 

[Carnagath]

I'm depressed because I'm in the middle of choking on the huge cock called "midterms", haven't left the house in 3 weeks, am studying 12 hours a day, am on painkillers so I can deal with the headaches caused by the studying, have 2000$ at the bank and no job, it's Valentine's Day, and I've been completely alone for 5 years. Pretty much the only things keeping me alive are the feelings of accomplishment when I've done well at a test and a novel that I've been working on for about an hour every night, which is going quite well; but when I go out on the balcony to have a smoke and a sip of coffee and I stare blankly into the night and the deserted street, it always hits me that everything bad in my life is real, while everything good is just smoke in the wind.

 

[Broady Brio]

There is nothing to be happy about. I have to do coursework and other annoying college stuff. Oh and this girl won't stop talking to me. Now before you quote and respond to this;

Firstly, it's just her I don't like. I'm a straight manly man.

Secondly, she will constantly bug me when possible. I mean even when I'm talking to someone.

Thirdly, she's really weird and that she scares the hell out of me.

And finally, she told me a month ago that she dumped her boyfriend for me. Obsessed much. I should feel honoured that a girl is taking interest in me, but the thing is I never did 'try' to impress anyone recently.

 

[Mana Fiend]

I have writers block. Ack, I hate it!

 

[Hexenwolf]

I'm not?

 

[GeekFury]

Still got a cold.

 

[Tireseas_v1legacy]

I suck, my life sucks, the world sucks. Sob.

Oh, and:

My lack of self confidence and esteem has caused me to believe nothing will work out for me and my life does not matter. also I can hardly talk to the girl i really like that sits next to me in science and i worry she will never have any interest and i should just stop trying.

That...plus, I've never had a girlfriend. Ever.

Try this and being 25. I win.

evilartist is 27 i believe so he wins

Nope, I win.

I'm pretty sure that a game where you're one-upping each other in loneliness is a game where everybody loses.

Anyhoo, I'm getting in on this game: 21 years without a girlfriend or a good time.

Also, I watch the news regularly. Nothing quite kills happiness like watching the news.

 

[The Diabolical Biz]

Wow, I feel that any input would be seen as whiny now

I had quite a good day

 

[Buffoon]

I suck, my life sucks, the world sucks. Sob.

Oh, and:

My lack of self confidence and esteem has caused me to believe nothing will work out for me and my life does not matter. also I can hardly talk to the girl i really like that sits next to me in science and i worry she will never have any interest and i should just stop trying.

That...plus, I've never had a girlfriend. Ever.

Try this and being 25. I win.

evilartist is 27 i believe so he wins

Nope, I win.

How old are you, and are you a virgin? (be honest, too)

29, and yep, I am. The Gentleman is right, of course, this isn't the most inspiring competition to be the leader in Amuses me, though; I like to mark off my 'victory' over famous virgins, fictional or otherwise. I've now defeated Jimmy Carr (26) and Michael Scott from The Office (28), but I'm still hunting down Arnold Rimmer from Red Dwarf (31, according to the novels) and another Steve Carell character, the eponymous 40 Year Old Virgin (40, I assume, I haven't actually seen the film but I bet he has sex at some point). I figure I'll probably be able to beat even a Pope or two if I live long enough. But I'll never beat Rik Mayall's Richie from Bottom... that guy is the eternal virgin

But y'know, despite that, seems like I'm actually less depressed than a lot of people in this thread, and my problems are less substantial than what a lot of you guys are facing.

 

[latenightapplepie]

I have clean bill of health. I have a decent amount of cash in the bank despite not having ever worked an honest day in my life. I have a loving, supporting, well-off family. I live in one of the most live-able cities in the world. I was educated at one of the most prestigious high schools in my whole country. I have some great close friends.

So sorry, I don't really understand the question.

 

[chronobreak]

My family's tax return of $8,000 was garnished to pay for my wife's school loans. That money was going to go to us moving into a house, the first, last and security. Also, I was going to buy a bed for my daughter, but that is going to have to wait. I'm not sure if I'll be able to make $3,000 in a month to be able to move, and I can't stand living where I am now. And, my son has the flu, and my bass amp blew out. Things could be better.

 

[presidentjlh]

I'm depressed because it's the umpteenth Saturday in a row that I have not partied.

And I'm in college.

I hate my life. I'm always alone.

Edit: Oh and I'm still single, as I have been for the entire 18 and 1/2 years of my life, and it's soon going to be Valentine's Day.

Sometimes, I almost feel like jumping out my 11th story dorm window.

 

[Hollock]

yes and here's why

Spoiler

 

[BlumiereBleck]

same reason as everyday. i have to live...

 

[Layzor]

I've never been depressed, something really bad has to happen to even make me sad.

 

[Jark212]

- I have no girlfriend
- I found out today that I have to get a "real" job by the end of the month or I'm getting kicked out and sent to live with my mother
- I have no friends where I live
- I'm afraid of talking with new people
- I'm quite lonely but never say anything about it
- My dad is laying down pressure that I cannot take, I might snap soon...

 

[Slaanax]

I'm feeling pretty good, I'm listening to some DMX for some reason. Up till this freak snow storm I was pretty lonely single guy and which I found myself in some some form of a relationship. Sadly I did cock block the shit out of my friend with not real intentions of doing so.