Content because the boy I'm interested in keeps sending mixed signals. Gah!
edit: content meaning that I'm waffling between happy and sad.
edit: content meaning that I'm waffling between happy and sad.
'Why' are you happy/content/sad
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Today I am happy for multiple reasons:
1. Played Magic instead of going to events at school and was undefeated for the whole day (5-6 games bitches!).
2. Nearly done for the year.
3. My terrible "random bump into" plan actually worked. So I am happy for the few moments that I received because of it
1. Played Magic instead of going to events at school and was undefeated for the whole day (5-6 games bitches!).
2. Nearly done for the year.
3. My terrible "random bump into" plan actually worked. So I am happy for the few moments that I received because of it
As of when I'm typing this, I'm basically neutral-happy. I honestly have nothing going on right now to be upset over, so there's no reason to feel that way. I'm leaning more towards happy, because I keep reading random replies on the forums here that make me laugh every now and then, and that makes me feel a little happier in general.
Currently sad, due to my dog being put to sleep tomarrow, i shall enjoy cuddling her all of tonite though.
Why am I happy? Well, there isn't anything to be sad about, and school is almost over. Just 2 exams to go.
Happy because it's summer
Content cause my boyfriend loves me
Sad because I'm getting kicked out 2 months before I leave for college, which is BS if you ask me.
Content cause my boyfriend loves me
Sad because I'm getting kicked out 2 months before I leave for college, which is BS if you ask me.
I'm pretty happy at the moment:
1: My GCSE exams finish on Monday, after that I shall have a very long holiday.
2: I'm pretty confident about said GCSE results.
3: I'm training for my fixed wing private pilots license. Flying a plane is fucking awesome, with no exceptions!
1: My GCSE exams finish on Monday, after that I shall have a very long holiday.
2: I'm pretty confident about said GCSE results.
3: I'm training for my fixed wing private pilots license. Flying a plane is fucking awesome, with no exceptions!
Today, I am sad because my desktop still doesn't have a decent internet connection despite playing with both the wireless card and router a whole bunch.
I would hard-wire it, in fact, that is always my first priority. Sadly, there is no port upstairs so I am stuck with shitty wireless. Its been 4 weeks since I've been able to play a computer game... I'm livid.
I would hard-wire it, in fact, that is always my first priority. Sadly, there is no port upstairs so I am stuck with shitty wireless. Its been 4 weeks since I've been able to play a computer game... I'm livid.
I'm sad because I got turned down for a job *adds it to the list* and if I don't get one soon, I'll have to claim benefits and have nothing to do all day which would make me the sort of person I hate.
Im Content at the moment... waiting for morning tea time to come. I cooked lots of delicious cakes and stuffs
I'm usually lost in heavily medicated contentment, however I've been listening to some old Paradise Lost tunes so now I'm filled with a kind of nostalgic melancholy.
sad in general cause im 90% sure i have borderline personality disorder which would explain my erratic depression and weird mood lifts every so often, but not to the point where im ever really more than content
im also suffering from usual teen angsts which has taken me to the stage where i dont even know which girl i fancy anymore or if i like more than one or if im now apathetic towards the whole thing, this comes after 9 months of liking this one girl but never doing anything about it you see while being with another girl for like 2 of those months
but i just dont know what's lust and what's true feeling anymore
oh, and ive realised that despite being friends/on good terms with like the majority of people i know which is like a few hundred i guess, i realised that i actually have less than 10 real good friends and i feel like im losing them
and im taking exams which i cant tell if im failing, i need 3 Cs to stay at my 6th form and i have no fucking clue what ill do without them and my last 2 exams are tomorrow and i dont get any of the syllabus for either of them and the more i revise the more that becomes apparent
plus my relationship with my parents is hardly going great
my mum's like bipolar and we're in the state of slowly drifting apart because she never gave me space and now she's just being distant (more teen angst basically)
while my dad's never in my life anymore it seems
and pretty much the only person that really wants to be my good friend is an insane stoner who just got out of a psychiatric hospital
so that's why im a bit sad
and i ddint even go into being bullied by my teacher when i was younger which lead me to almost commiting suicide aged 7 (failed attempt) or my parent's divorce or my siblings getting on without me or the collapse of my social life this year which has deteriorated to either getting stoned with stoners in a random town or going to a shitty music venue
wow... i need someone to talk to
oh yeah, that's it, that's where it all stems from
i dont actually have anyone at all to talk to anymore, i keep fucking pushing them away
im also suffering from usual teen angsts which has taken me to the stage where i dont even know which girl i fancy anymore or if i like more than one or if im now apathetic towards the whole thing, this comes after 9 months of liking this one girl but never doing anything about it you see while being with another girl for like 2 of those months
but i just dont know what's lust and what's true feeling anymore
oh, and ive realised that despite being friends/on good terms with like the majority of people i know which is like a few hundred i guess, i realised that i actually have less than 10 real good friends and i feel like im losing them
and im taking exams which i cant tell if im failing, i need 3 Cs to stay at my 6th form and i have no fucking clue what ill do without them and my last 2 exams are tomorrow and i dont get any of the syllabus for either of them and the more i revise the more that becomes apparent
plus my relationship with my parents is hardly going great
my mum's like bipolar and we're in the state of slowly drifting apart because she never gave me space and now she's just being distant (more teen angst basically)
while my dad's never in my life anymore it seems
and pretty much the only person that really wants to be my good friend is an insane stoner who just got out of a psychiatric hospital
so that's why im a bit sad
and i ddint even go into being bullied by my teacher when i was younger which lead me to almost commiting suicide aged 7 (failed attempt) or my parent's divorce or my siblings getting on without me or the collapse of my social life this year which has deteriorated to either getting stoned with stoners in a random town or going to a shitty music venue
wow... i need someone to talk to
oh yeah, that's it, that's where it all stems from
i dont actually have anyone at all to talk to anymore, i keep fucking pushing them away
Sorry to hear that. I had one put down 3 years ago, he had progressive illness and one morning was vomiting everywhere. It helped me by remembering the dog had it's time coming as we all do. When you think that it had a good life, there's nothing to be sad about. The more quickly you can realise that the betterWahful said:
Speaking from an atheist point of view, that experience helped me an awful lot. I have had a few smaller pets go since then, and I have a new dog which I know I will hopefully outlive. They will die, and it's very unfortunate but I won't weep over their loss. Only in hindsight will you see that it wasn't the huge occurrence that emotional memories make it out to be.
I'm pretty glad, cause tomorrow I will meet one of my best friends for the first time in months. Also, no school!
(although I'm a bit bummed, because this was the end of 9th grade, which in Sweden means that the class breaks up and everyone goes to different schools next term :/)
Also, no school! (although I'm a bit bummed, because this was the end of 9th grade, which in Sweden means that the class breaks up and everyone goes to different schools next term :/)
Sad because:
1) I have math all fucking day tommorrow, followed by a three hour test.
2) I forgot to write an English essay.
3) I didn't get a date to semi (a big dance).
1) I have math all fucking day tommorrow, followed by a three hour test.
2) I forgot to write an English essay.
3) I didn't get a date to semi (a big dance).
I am sad because I was going to ask a girl I liked out on one of the last two days of school I would see her. I had been wanting to ask her out for a few months but my awesome friends had been able to talk me into asking her. However, her was not there the second-to-last day I would see her. Then the last day of school, she was not there either.... And now that it has been summer, I can not stop thinking about how I suck at relationships.... while procrastinating in my ENG 101 summer class.
I'm happy because:
-I don't have to go to school for another 70 days
-I have time listen to music and play my bass
-I have more time to jam with friends.
Yup, its great.
-I don't have to go to school for another 70 days
-I have time listen to music and play my bass
-I have more time to jam with friends.
Yup, its great.