I've been doing a little bit of gamer introspection lately. For the past ten years, I've been closely following and briefly playing almost every major MMO title that has come along since Final Fantasy XI. Like so many others, I've been 'MMO hopping' for a very long time.
The thing that really bakes my noodle is that since FFXI, I haven't actually liked a single one of the dozens of MMOs I've delved into, but I feel a very strong attachment to the genre for reasons I cannot explain.
It's this most recent Elder Scrolls Online beta weekend that has forced me to realize that I actually really dislike MMO gameplay. Never before have I had a chance to compare two very closely related single and multiplayer titles of a franchise which I know and love, and while this is not a review of the TESO beta, let's just sum it up by saying I find the online version sorely lacking, albeit in ways I suppose you could expect an MMO to be lacking when compared to a single player game.
These games inherently sacrifice dynamism and so many other things. You can't cut off the quest giver's head or find an item of great power at a low level. You can't steal the merchant's entire inventory or have quests which truly impact the game. In many ways your experience is restricted so as to not disturb the experience of others playing around you. In many ways your entire existence in the game feels like a shoe in.
So, while playing TESO, I could not help but feel detached, like none of my actions really mattered. But more importantly, I simply felt like playing Skyrim instead. That was when I had an epiphany - during all of these MMOs I've gone through, it was exactly the same feeling of vacuousness in the experience. The only difference is I didn't have a Skyrim to draw the comparison to and realize exactly why. I felt the games themselves were lacking, but really it was the limitations of the genre and the necessary restrictions of playing with others. I realized at that moment I just prefer single player games for so many reasons.
So why the hell do I keep coming back to MMOs after so many cycles of hype and disappointment? I know I'm not the only one who jumps from game to game, never quite satisfied. Perhaps some of you can give your experiences and your opinions, I would love to know why for over a decade I've been addicted to a genre that I don't even like.
The thing that really bakes my noodle is that since FFXI, I haven't actually liked a single one of the dozens of MMOs I've delved into, but I feel a very strong attachment to the genre for reasons I cannot explain.
It's this most recent Elder Scrolls Online beta weekend that has forced me to realize that I actually really dislike MMO gameplay. Never before have I had a chance to compare two very closely related single and multiplayer titles of a franchise which I know and love, and while this is not a review of the TESO beta, let's just sum it up by saying I find the online version sorely lacking, albeit in ways I suppose you could expect an MMO to be lacking when compared to a single player game.
These games inherently sacrifice dynamism and so many other things. You can't cut off the quest giver's head or find an item of great power at a low level. You can't steal the merchant's entire inventory or have quests which truly impact the game. In many ways your experience is restricted so as to not disturb the experience of others playing around you. In many ways your entire existence in the game feels like a shoe in.
So, while playing TESO, I could not help but feel detached, like none of my actions really mattered. But more importantly, I simply felt like playing Skyrim instead. That was when I had an epiphany - during all of these MMOs I've gone through, it was exactly the same feeling of vacuousness in the experience. The only difference is I didn't have a Skyrim to draw the comparison to and realize exactly why. I felt the games themselves were lacking, but really it was the limitations of the genre and the necessary restrictions of playing with others. I realized at that moment I just prefer single player games for so many reasons.
So why the hell do I keep coming back to MMOs after so many cycles of hype and disappointment? I know I'm not the only one who jumps from game to game, never quite satisfied. Perhaps some of you can give your experiences and your opinions, I would love to know why for over a decade I've been addicted to a genre that I don't even like.