lukemdizzle said:
lord of the flies was probably one of my favorite books. maybe its because Im a pessimist and like the pessimistic message, or maybe its because I had a great english teacher but that book really did it for me. especially the ending, that was one of the best endings ever
Don't get wrong, I'm pretty pessimistic, it's just that I didn't really agree with the message whole-heartedly. And really, I think if I just took the book for itself, I would have liked it more. But I guess I kept thinking of how the message would be interpreted by people, which would go somewhat like:
Without society = you suck = society is good
I don't think I would be barbaric if I was away from society, even if I was young and immature, because I was never a violent person. I'm not like that. Maybe I'm just an exception, but I find it hard to believe I'm "just" an exception too. I have trouble just stopping there, because I think there needs to be a reason behind it.
I guess that's optimistic, because there's hope behind it, because maybe one day we can figure out why we're so fucking violent and idiotic, and we could evolve not biologically - but socially. But don't you worry, I'm pessimistic in the sense that we will most likely drown in our shit before that happens.