you never realize how good you have it until you lose it.

[Woem]

Emo's are Hawt, Well the non sucicidal ones.

I'm suicidal.....

Then take the goddamn pills.

*Edit* The ones that help your depression of course, not the other ones. If it runs in your family: how do your family members handle their condition? No one is getting treated for it?

 

[AroLombardi]

But this is WAAAAAAAY OT.

I'm a derailer so....

And I can be happy sometimes, but most of the time I feel like crap.

You just need to try to make a habit of telling yourself you're worth something. Trust me. I've had really bad depression since I was 12. 3 attempted and 68 scars later, I'm doing much better just because I kept thinking to myself "No matter what anyone says to me, I'm worth something to someone."

Try it for about a week and you'll feel better.

My mind is different than that. I don't believe in thought until I'm 100% sure, so saying that would need something to make me truly believe that. My parents say it and all, but c'mon, they're parents. They're supposed to give you confidence.

There was a time when I was happy, but it went for shit. Parents divorced, lost my girlfriend, moved, the usual. (My parents are still dating too. I mean, what the fuck?)And after that, I just felt like anything could be lost and nothing is real (but that's also from my paranoia). Like everything good is just a joke. Which is why I feel hopeless...

 

[AroLombardi]

Emo's are Hawt, Well the non sucicidal ones.

I'm suicidal.....

Then take the goddamn pills.

*Edit* The ones that help your depression of course, not the other ones. If it runs in your family: how do your family members handle their condition? No one is getting treated for it?

It's only me and my mom. She's taking pills, but I shall not. I don't want to be forced into happiness. I feel like it will change my views on things.

 

[Woem]

Emo's are Hawt, Well the non sucicidal ones.

I'm suicidal.....

Then take the goddamn pills.

*Edit* The ones that help your depression of course, not the other ones. If it runs in your family: how do your family members handle their condition? No one is getting treated for it?

It's only me and my mom. She's taking pills, but I shall not. I don't want to be forced into happiness. I feel like it will change my views on things.

I think you're looking at things the other way around. Your depression is forcing you to be unhappy and suicidal. The pills will help you be yourself again. And if your not a happy person, they will not turn you into one.

 

[Xyphon]

But this is WAAAAAAAY OT.

I'm a derailer so....

And I can be happy sometimes, but most of the time I feel like crap.

You just need to try to make a habit of telling yourself you're worth something. Trust me. I've had really bad depression since I was 12. 3 attempted and 68 scars later, I'm doing much better just because I kept thinking to myself "No matter what anyone says to me, I'm worth something to someone."

Try it for about a week and you'll feel better.

My mind is different than that. I don't believe in thought until I'm 100% sure, so saying that would need something to make me truly believe that. My parents say it and all, but c'mon, they're parents. They're supposed to give you confidence.

There was a time when I was happy, but it went for shit. Parents divorced, lost my girlfriend, moved, the usual. (My parents are still dating too. I mean, what the fuck?)And after that, I just felt like anything could be lost and nothing is real (but that's also from my paranoia). Like everything good is just a joke. Which is why I feel hopeless...

Eh, trust me dude. If you think it, it will happen. You dwell on the negative, which is why you feel bad. Once you start looking ahead at the good things to come, you'll be better off.

 

[AroLombardi]

Once you start looking ahead at the good things to come, you'll be better off.

Which is?
My future isn't too bright....

I think you're looking at things the other way around. Your depression is forcing you to be unhappy and suicidal. The pills will help you be yourself again. And if your not a happy person, they will not turn you into one.

For one, I can't even remember what I was like undepressed.
And because I'm depressed I see things differently. I see that some things are just people trying to make themselves happy by telling lies or believing what seems good. (i.e. religion). Seeing things the way I do just keeps myself safe in that not to take extreme actions.
Also, when I'm really feeling sad, I write soooo much better.

 

[Ghostkai]

Emo chicks to me look like 12 year old Anime boys, creepy.

And theres no emo's in Hawaii? Sounds friggin' awesome.

 

[Biosophilogical]

Cookies...It's the "Have your cake and eat it too" thing. I have em so i eat em, then i don't have any. *sad face*

Yessss... go the cookies. Your sad until you get more, then your happy again. Like me, i got cookies!

Sharing is caring ... please... cookies are like drugs to me, i'm addicted...AAAAHHHH withdrawal!!!

Haha, yea, i always got a pack on standby so i don't suffer from withdrawal... First i got to make them though.. but when their made...nice hot and steamy cookies .

We should make a group called the 'Cookie Order Over Knowledge In Escapist's' to dedicate to cookie-kind!

The only issue is that I would eat the cookies first ... and if you tried to send virtual pictures of cookies a virtual me would virtually eat the virtual cookies...virtually.

 

[Booze Zombie]

Zing! Don't blame ya!

 

[Borrowed Time]

I was going to say something but then I read the post description. Now I can't stop smirking because this thread has got be a joke. Originally I was going to say something generic about wasted teenage years and social awkwardness etc., but yeah I guess I have no idea what is good if moving from California to Hawaii is a downgrade.

I'm now going put socks on my hands and go and bake a cake in the dryer.

Cake... can i has some too? ^_^

Erm, well, considering I had plenty of those emo kids where I used to work, I'd have to agree with ExodusinFlames. The similarity of their body structure to that of a young boy's is, a bit disturbing in the heterosexual light. Personally, I like a woman with some meat on her bones and some curves, mainly because I don't want to be afraid that I'm going to break them if i breath on them. 0_o; Plus there's nothing like a handful of, er... nevermind.

I mean, to each their own, but, :cough: anyway. OT -

I just had a chocolate kiss, it's gone, it wasn't from an emo girl. I miss it. I used to have friends, but then i started playing WoW, now I don't. I miss them. I used to have a full beard, I shaved it into a goatee and stach, i miss it. Let's see, what else. Gimme a minute, i'll come up with more.

 

[El Poncho]

Well does food count?

 

[TheButteryGoodness]

I had a fucking good sandwhich, with roast beef and pickles and shit. I still think of it sometimes, and I wish it were here with me.

I've never heard something quite so deep and profound as that.

 

[la-le-lu-li-lo]

I'm just not a whiner I guess. I've lost things but the lessons I learned from them made a lot of it worthwhile. It's called growing up. Y'know, life?

And I don't mean to come off as mean, but I just don't get longing over something you've lost. It won't bring it back. The best thing to do is move on and try and rise up past it...

Or something.

 

[Drake the Dragonheart]

I just had a fantastic Heath toffee coated Klondike bar. Now I really miss it.

I was going to say something but then I read the post description. Now I can't stop smirking because this thread has got be a joke. Originally I was going to say something generic about wasted teenage years and social awkwardness etc., but yeah I guess I have no idea what is good if moving from California to Hawaii is a downgrade.

I'm now going put socks on my hands and go and bake a cake in the dryer.

While you do that, I am going to wash the dishes in the bathtub, and put the rest of the laundry in the microwave.